So i wanna be calm and explain why i can be such difficult sometimes

Last summer i was going through a rough time. I was dragged into something on a discord server that turned out very horrible and i had no clue why i was suddenly dragged into it, but it became a bigger situation for me and how it affected me for a long time! I was accused on being someone else and that i was just a fake profile. It led to many negative comments and a hating server as well against me and someone i know. I was going to a friend after all that, but suddenly he also accussed me for something and i felt, i really didn't need that and so it led to next and it kept on and on with a lot of betrayal! I was filled with a lot of sadness and anger at the same time that i was losing myself for who i am and since that, i can never stop thinking how it really affected me and how it killed something inside me. I went through months of trust issues and had more trouble to interact with others. It hasn't been easy talking about it with some people and they never understood what was wrong with me, but telling this now really helps!

I just hope whoever read this also would understand that i'm not here to cause any harms or problems. Just to not feel misunderstood!

Thank you for your time