I have a depression, turns out
3 years ago
I've been diagnosed with depressive disorder, which explains quite a lot. Looking forward for treatment, already got ADs and will start them tomorrow. I'll try my best to keep work going but we'll see how my body and brain will react to the treatment. Will keep you updated
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It's absolutely the first and most important step towards getting better, I hope things are going well :)
Try to do a lot of self care. In the last few years it went up and down with me too and I can empathize a bit.
Everyone deals with things better in different ways, so listen to advice and see what works best for you! :)
Here's to finding the right treatment that helps you beat back that beast.