And it's always been like that, even when I was a really young kid. I never saw myself as male, I actually saw myself as more female than male but as I got older, I started leaning more towards non-binary and even that feels unfitting for me. Genderfluid feels unfitting too, same for even MTF/Transfemale. So I am utterly lost on it.


And hell, to one friend, I mentioned that I have abnormally high estrogen for someone born as a male and they suggested I might be intersexed...which, who the hell knows, I might try to go for a doctor about that one day...when my mate and I are finally in Ireland.

So.. that makes me even more confused on my gender. I'm just as confused about my sexuality but yeah. My brain's a mess. lol