Yes, I'm finally back. After countless troubles, after all the sufferings I came through, after 4 months of feeling my life being ruined, of being deprived from everything which meant normal life for me, I finally returned to my normal state. At least I stepped on the path of getting back to normal. Unfortunatelly, one of my most developed social skills are believing and enduring. I'm too good at trusting people and too good at enduring the hardships of the life, so it took me whole 4 months to lose my patience and realized that my decisions were wrong and my life will not get better if I don't try to change my current situation which I can call one of the worst periods in my life. I'm very sorry, I know people donated me a very big amount in May when I made my alarming anouncement and they probably expected that it will help me to escape the worst fate. This money wasn't wasted in vain of course, it helped me to survive these horrible months, even though it could be used in a wiser way. After such a story I was ashamed to ask my audience for help, I mean Twitter post I made few weeks ago (I know not all Furaffinity users have Twitter), especially after being fully inactive on public resources for months but I had no way. Now it was really a question of life and death. And this time the money really helped to change my life for better. It was barely enough but still it saved my life. Now my life is almost the same as it was, I'm reunited with all my things I was thorn apart with for these months, got my PC and scanner and now I can work on commissions again and just work in general. It's still a bit tough as my internet provider is a solid shithead and I still can't get home internet, doing everything from phone with much weaker connection is a pain, you should understand, being in contact with people is also problematic for the same reasuon currently, but such troubles are solvable.
Speaking of being inactive, of course it's difficult to imagine 4 months being just thrown out for a hardworking person like me. In fact I WAS drawing but you understand that not much can be done without PC and scanner in my case. All I could do are pencil works, I did 26 fully shaded drawings and decided to post them only on my Patreon until all that nightmare will come to an end. My patrons needed at least something exclusive compared to publicly accessible content of mine. Besides, I was able to only take lame pictures of my drawings with my phone, I can't post my art in that state on Furaffinity anyway, Twitter is a bit more suitable for this but still I thought it's needless. These works will be posted later in future when I get them 100% done, even though every each of these 26 drawings is half done already it still will take a while as I'm in a great need of drawing new commissions and making money for living.
Thank you again to everyone who supported me in my uneasy situation and helped me to escape that hell, your efforts will be justified.