So anyway, I had sex for the first time.
3 years ago
General
...Well, I mean. Penetrative sex.
Felt like the first time... like I've finally passed that barrier. Well, as close to the first time as I can get with this trans body. I think once I have phalloplasty then it'll REALLY feel like the first time. It was 3:00 AM and I knew if we did it I'd have to give up the thing I was really looking forward to the next day (because I'd be too tired), but as far as I'm concerned I made the right decision xD
It wasn't a very long event but that's bc she's not used to the feeling of it anymore and needs to be more acclimated before we can really get into it. Still... that was fun, and very bonding. And I think I did decently in terms of communication and making her feel good and loved, even if it was a strange thing for her overall. And it did feel good! ...Though with a strap-on it's kind of hard to tell where you're at, which I didn't expect. Enjoyed it regardless :3
kkhhhhh I need to get phalloplasty. NEED it. Here's hoping the next step of communication comes through soon! My letters are written up.
Felt like the first time... like I've finally passed that barrier. Well, as close to the first time as I can get with this trans body. I think once I have phalloplasty then it'll REALLY feel like the first time. It was 3:00 AM and I knew if we did it I'd have to give up the thing I was really looking forward to the next day (because I'd be too tired), but as far as I'm concerned I made the right decision xD
It wasn't a very long event but that's bc she's not used to the feeling of it anymore and needs to be more acclimated before we can really get into it. Still... that was fun, and very bonding. And I think I did decently in terms of communication and making her feel good and loved, even if it was a strange thing for her overall. And it did feel good! ...Though with a strap-on it's kind of hard to tell where you're at, which I didn't expect. Enjoyed it regardless :3
kkhhhhh I need to get phalloplasty. NEED it. Here's hoping the next step of communication comes through soon! My letters are written up.
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