This year's been kinda rough in terms of having funds that I can spend without breaking into emergency savings. (which themselves kept needing to be every few months.)

Though all the while I've poked around and tried to think of ideas for me to write for stories or try to draw. I don't really anticipate finishing anything. But now that I've been slowly and steadily writing premises/outlines, drawing conceptual sketches, and setting aside artwork that particularly inspires me. Now I'm starting to feel like I have ideas about what kind of things I would like to commission other artists and writers to make!

Of course, my current financial situation makes it very unwise to do so. And I'm not sure when I can break out of that.

But hey, I'm hopping in and out of doing creative stuff even if it's just a little bit at a time. And y'know what, I think having a backlog of stuff that I've not finished, even if it's mostly near-empty templates is a lot better than nothing!

And that aspect of it actually feels pretty nice, I feel like I spent *way* too long making nothing due to self-set unrealistic standards, and if I don't someday start churning out completed works or develop an art style, at the very least I'll have enough to start commissioning artists. And honestly? I think that'll be good enough for me.

And hey, maybe this'll be one of those "commissioner to artist" pipelines. Who knows!

Right now I think i'm gonna try to create a 'sona or two... or ten. I'll decide on a character to be the mascot/avatar of my lewd accounts eventually. Problem with having so many different kinds of wild kinks is that I feel kinda weird trying to dump them *all* into a single character vs splitting them up.

I can't believe I've spent this long on the site without settling on a Fursona, or even a Human-Sona who gets into Furry Shenanigans.

-w-