Been an off year for me
3 years ago
General
But I have them from time to time. I'm moving soon and I'm hoping the new environment will be a good thing. I mean I don't want to move, but it is what it is.
I've definitely got my spark but I got super shy about working on art in front of my husband anymore. Nothing he did wrong, it was gradual. He said I even stopped really showing him art at all. And while it's been a bad art year for me, he's still right. I didn't even notice that. So I showed him a few things I knew I didn't show him.
I think it's just burnout from my job. Like I just feel like a phone with planned obsolescence in my battery. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak. No idea where that quote if from, lmao.
Anyway, I'm starting to feel better. Probably some vent art to come in between commissions/owed art. But y'all are lovely for listening to me rant and being so patient with art I owe, or just art you'd like to see from me. When I'm in full swing, I got some gifties for some of y'all planned. ❤️🔥
I've definitely got my spark but I got super shy about working on art in front of my husband anymore. Nothing he did wrong, it was gradual. He said I even stopped really showing him art at all. And while it's been a bad art year for me, he's still right. I didn't even notice that. So I showed him a few things I knew I didn't show him.
I think it's just burnout from my job. Like I just feel like a phone with planned obsolescence in my battery. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak. No idea where that quote if from, lmao.
Anyway, I'm starting to feel better. Probably some vent art to come in between commissions/owed art. But y'all are lovely for listening to me rant and being so patient with art I owe, or just art you'd like to see from me. When I'm in full swing, I got some gifties for some of y'all planned. ❤️🔥
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And I don't mean that to be callous, I'm saying it for myself too.