I know I it is distastful to complain about one's faults but I, for some reason, want to talk about the dismal mood I am currently in.

I am not as active as I was, not only in posting drawings but generally I draw less and less oftenly. Looking at my drawings perhaps I was never really talented for drawing. Or for anything really. I never knew what I want to be. It is like I am cursed. So full of doubts and second guesses.

Please do forgive me if this sounds patethic. I just had one of my melancholic moments... this aimlessness is really starting to make me feel awful and sometimes dark a bit. Shameful that I bother you with my problems.