Hey y'all! Haven't made a journal in, let's see... over 2 years. Lot of things happened, so I'll try to keep it short.

Fell into a lot of ruts, kept a lot of bad habits, and procrastinated constantly. It's just been one blurry moment after another with very little excitement. Too many promises undelivered and too many burdens carried. To be honest, I feel like I've been waiting indefinitely for something big to happen. I've squandered my good time on pointless things, unable to set deadlines for myself. It's an ADHD thing, apparently.

Don't worry, I am doing quite well now. It's taking me a bit longer than I wanted to get ready to live on my own, but that's just the hand I was dealt with. I just need to maintain connections with the friends I've made here to keep me going. Even though I am a loner in real life, I cannot stand being alone online.

On another note, I don't know if I'll be able to get back into SFM. It's been a huge waste of time with messy WIPs and tons of demotivating issues. Hard to say this, but it's probably better I move on. Blender will take some time to get the hang of, but I think I can do it. I will have to somehow remake all my unfinished works but if it means I get better control and quality, the extra time and effort spent should be worth it.

Well, until next time. From the bottom of my heart, thank you guys, gals, and nb pals for being here.