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Something about future plans
3 years ago
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Hello guys! I want to share with you some important thoughts about my work now and in the future. First of all...
I think you all noticed that I began to draw much more slowly than before.
For a long time, I was upset about this because I considered my positive quality as an artist
to be the ability to draw quickly. In many ways, this is a bad attitude, because the most beautiful
thing about being an artist is to enjoy the process, and not to chase a good result in the shortest
possible time. I got used to this setup... and didn't take into account at all the fact that during the
years spent at the FA, my level increased a little.
Three or four years ago my level of detail looked like this:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/29524669/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33164988/
And now I draw more realistic things, picking on every detail and trying to make a soft render
even in those areas of the work that the viewer usually does not look at. At least not right away...
I try not to forget that the more time passes, the higher the level of detail and experience grows,
then the more time I spend on each work. And I try not to get upset about it, but to be honest,
I'm not good at it. First of all, because I still have a long queue on the to-do list, which I foolishly
filled a year and a half ago because I needed money for a trip to my grandmother.
I managed to get into a long-term burnout and somehow get out of it, and now I feel much better
and live in the same city with my grandmother, but during the burnout period, I rethought my art.
I want to do more complex, interesting and dynamic work with your characters, so I want to see
my gallery on FA a little differently. In the near future, I want to clean up my gallery and transfer
to the archive some of the work that I undoubtedly love, but which pulls me into a certain style
and is a little...confusing, to be honest? I am glad that these works brought pleasant emotions
to their owners and once made them happy, so I want to save all the information and your
comments in my personal archive. Perhaps I will make this archive on some third-party site
or just save it on a disk, but I want to leave in my gallery on the FA those works whose ideas
catch me and give me some direction for future creativity. I don't know if that sounds weird...
Therefore, yes, in the near future I will clean my gallery on the FA. To be honest, I've been
thinking about this for a very long time, about almost two years ;_;
For the same reason, some new ych's may not appear in my gallery now. Because due to the long queue,
these ideas were made quite a long time ago and now I look at them a little differently... I hope you
understand what I mean and it will not confuse you too much...I'm sorry about it.
And the second thought that I've come across over the years that I've spent on FA is that because
of the language barrier, sometimes I don't have the strength to be eloquent enough or respond
to people's messages quickly enough (my speed issues again ha-ha) and sometimes I feel like
I might look impolite because I have a hard time communicating in English. I don't know how to
compensate for this... For example, I don't like the text design of my arts, because I want to write
so many things about every ych that I have drawn, but I can't formulate it? And it seems to me
that just mentioning who this ych was made for is not enough and looks too dry :_)
I want to come up with something with this, but I don't know how to systematize it yet and...
oh, well, you know... I just want to remind you that your comments are valuable to me and
I appreciate them very much. It can be difficult for me to answer in another language and
immerse myself in it for a long time, because I do not have such a large vocabulary to be eloquent.
I just sit and think... GOD, IN MY LANGUAGE I THINK SO MUCH AND I WANT TO SAY BUT-
Anyway, thanks for sticking with me! I want to become more responsive, progress and not stand still,
please you with good work and in new directions in my work. And I also hope to finally shorten the
queue someday, because FA is my only source of income and the fact that I keep you waiting
depresses me every month more and more ;__;
I think you all noticed that I began to draw much more slowly than before.
For a long time, I was upset about this because I considered my positive quality as an artist
to be the ability to draw quickly. In many ways, this is a bad attitude, because the most beautiful
thing about being an artist is to enjoy the process, and not to chase a good result in the shortest
possible time. I got used to this setup... and didn't take into account at all the fact that during the
years spent at the FA, my level increased a little.
Three or four years ago my level of detail looked like this:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/29524669/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33164988/
And now I draw more realistic things, picking on every detail and trying to make a soft render
even in those areas of the work that the viewer usually does not look at. At least not right away...
I try not to forget that the more time passes, the higher the level of detail and experience grows,
then the more time I spend on each work. And I try not to get upset about it, but to be honest,
I'm not good at it. First of all, because I still have a long queue on the to-do list, which I foolishly
filled a year and a half ago because I needed money for a trip to my grandmother.
I managed to get into a long-term burnout and somehow get out of it, and now I feel much better
and live in the same city with my grandmother, but during the burnout period, I rethought my art.
I want to do more complex, interesting and dynamic work with your characters, so I want to see
my gallery on FA a little differently. In the near future, I want to clean up my gallery and transfer
to the archive some of the work that I undoubtedly love, but which pulls me into a certain style
and is a little...confusing, to be honest? I am glad that these works brought pleasant emotions
to their owners and once made them happy, so I want to save all the information and your
comments in my personal archive. Perhaps I will make this archive on some third-party site
or just save it on a disk, but I want to leave in my gallery on the FA those works whose ideas
catch me and give me some direction for future creativity. I don't know if that sounds weird...
Therefore, yes, in the near future I will clean my gallery on the FA. To be honest, I've been
thinking about this for a very long time, about almost two years ;_;
For the same reason, some new ych's may not appear in my gallery now. Because due to the long queue,
these ideas were made quite a long time ago and now I look at them a little differently... I hope you
understand what I mean and it will not confuse you too much...I'm sorry about it.
And the second thought that I've come across over the years that I've spent on FA is that because
of the language barrier, sometimes I don't have the strength to be eloquent enough or respond
to people's messages quickly enough (my speed issues again ha-ha) and sometimes I feel like
I might look impolite because I have a hard time communicating in English. I don't know how to
compensate for this... For example, I don't like the text design of my arts, because I want to write
so many things about every ych that I have drawn, but I can't formulate it? And it seems to me
that just mentioning who this ych was made for is not enough and looks too dry :_)
I want to come up with something with this, but I don't know how to systematize it yet and...
oh, well, you know... I just want to remind you that your comments are valuable to me and
I appreciate them very much. It can be difficult for me to answer in another language and
immerse myself in it for a long time, because I do not have such a large vocabulary to be eloquent.
I just sit and think... GOD, IN MY LANGUAGE I THINK SO MUCH AND I WANT TO SAY BUT-
Anyway, thanks for sticking with me! I want to become more responsive, progress and not stand still,
please you with good work and in new directions in my work. And I also hope to finally shorten the
queue someday, because FA is my only source of income and the fact that I keep you waiting
depresses me every month more and more ;__;
This is just an offer, but one I will gladly undertake.
On that note, I never consider someone rude in text if they don't speak English fluently. If someone is learning a language they deserve admiration and patience imo. Try not to worry about it. You're trying your best and that's all you can do.