I want to keep this journal simple and short. The reason for this is because of how personal it is. Yes, I know, I’ve already written really personal stuff here. But I feel like this should be written shortly because of how “new” this situation is and it involves someone else.
Now, I’ve already mentioned a guy who reads my journals. He’s a friend of mine who accidentally found out about my FA account and journals and now actively reads them. I also know he’s going to read this one. I know the following news might surprise him (and possibly shock him), though I’ve been meaning to share this for a while now and he is the only one who knows about my current situation.

I'm in love. And It’s for real. You already know about my “unstable” sexual orientation. However, after we became more than friends, those troubles became small as an ant. I met the most loving guy ever. Became friends with him, went through thick and thin with him, and ended up falling in love with him. And the best part is, the feeling is mutual. The sad part of our relationship is that it is far away. And by far I mean several thousand miles far away. The time-zone gap between him and me is 7 hours. Now, at least, I got a decent enough reason to move to the USA (even if that might take a couple of years). I want to spare you the details. Mainly to protect his privacy. The only thing I feel I’m allowed to say is that he’s quite short, chubby, and the nicest person I’ve ever met. And, most importantly, that we love each other.

Now that that’s out of the way, I can feel a bit better about myself.

P. S. (to my friend)
I just hope you can keep this a secret, bitch.