Well... I feel like utter and utmost shit. Just for telling them that I was poly, that I don't like being in a monogamous relationship... I thought that they knew that I am an open relationship person, and that I told them. But I guess it slipped my mind... I had figured that given that even in my bio of most things and even here. I have pets, Masters and Mistresses... Guess I was wrong... Now that I told them, I just feel bad and panicked and blocked them..... I don't really know how to feel about it now... I feel very numb I guess, I really loved them a lot.. But I guess things aren't just meant to be.