Uh... Yeah... I'm back to living in a hotel again... The coworker I was staying with, his family was undergoing a divorce case and they lost their house. Which resulted in me having to go basically back to square one once again... I dunno what I'm gonna do or what I can hope to achieve with how this being once more, another loss of a place to call home again and once more, more time that I'm not gonna be able to even afford myself anything... I... I'm just at a point I contemplate even writing this for a vent, sometimes even keeping this account at times because I question my value as a human being all around and if I'm really worth keeping around... Especially with how when I think things are going up, has managed to crash down every time... I dunno how much more I'm gonna be able to handle life without it trying to drive me mad, but I'm doing my best... Will try and keep in touch... Ciao