For awhile now I've been having horrible depression. I have no friends or family to turn to. No I won't keep wasting money on counseling that isn't helping or the only answers I get are that I seem to only care about myself is when I'm in a relationship and that I need to love myself more so I can find the right person.... 😞 none it thats helping. Like why can't I find a girlfriend that doesn't lie and cheat and actually likes kids vs lie to me and say they do when they really hate kids. 😔 it sucks 😕 I feel like I'm just going to die alone. (Ps anti depression meds havnt been working on me and have been making me want to off myself more then usual) 🙃
I just wish I have people that cared and a partner that really loves me for me and not lie and cheat on me. ( every relationship I was in I was lied to and cheated on Not 1 of them was pure like I though it was. I was a fool and got played)
Idk what to do anymore I'm so tired and all I feel like I can do is just give up. Between the car accident I had almost a year ago today and some family and friends passing away in the past few months I'm just dead inside and want the sadness to end. 😢
Is it okay to just give up on life?