Well, I think you have an amazing brain. You turn bondage into an art form, and you obviously have drawing talent. I love your yeens and so far, your gallery is the best I've ever seen in the bondage kink. Nothing you have drawn has grossed me out or made me uncomfortable. They all look like beautiful art pieces I would see in a fancy naughty art gallery in the city.

Thank you! I try to appear happier online than I am in person, though. Im quite capable of being so angry and/or depressed, that not even I want to know myself. Days where I want to be happy, productive, and forward thinking/planning, and my brain goes 'nah, youre gonna dwell on your regrets and think of the dead family members who could have told you everything you wanted or needed to hear'. Happy thoughts that have been brewing for close to two decades, that ive only recently started unpacking with professional help, but Im still my best critic, and my worst enemy :p

I just follow the advice of the cute little fish on Finding Nemo: Just keep swimming. :D