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Reflection of the year
2 years ago
As today closes out 2022 and tomorrow we start a new year with 2023, I look back and reflect on this past year. There have been many ups and downs. This has been one of my worst years for my mental health. This is my 3 or 4th year teaching with the pandemic. I have been back stabbed by my students who I put so much effort into as a teacher. As my talented seniors of last school year ended up turning their backs to me and had their on small revolt. Being crushed with their rejection of a opportunity that would have benefitted them and us all. The problems and having no ac in my class room since April 2021, and dealing with the incompetence of the superintendent of our district. I have contemplated leaving teaching so much, and sadly there isn't anything here else I could do that would pay close what I need to survive.
I am also dealing with the possibility of being ADHD. which makes sense due to how crazy my mind is. I had kidney stone that made me pee blood...I mean looked like cranberry juice was coming out. Ironically enough it didn't hurt at all. Least not until they did the surgery using sound waves to smash it up. I had the pleasure of getting high for the first time using an edible, and it was an amazing experience. I ended up taking it since my pain meds weren't working during the passing of the stones. That did help and I passed a piece of stone the size of my pinky nail. Sadly I haven't gotten a chance to experience it again under non-pain circumstances .
We found out my daughter had kidney issues caused by reflux of urine back into her kidneys. She had surgery and recovered nicely, and so far the surgery has done its job.
This school year we changed to block to 7 periods (which I hate), but the super got fired and a new super (Who I know personally and already she has been fixing issues). The district made it harder how I get and use my money for my program. We didn't get to go to first competition due to lack of funds on the districts part. We shall see how things go.
I opened a patreon and have a few folks on there ^^ Thank you so much for those who have joined. Hopefully I will continue to get followers there.
So goals for the new year:
I want to read more. I have books I've wanted to read and bought, but haven't took time to do so.
I want to do more makeup. I have replenshed a lot of my supplies so I want to do more.
I want to fursuit. no idea which character toss up between Ren, Owen, and possibly Mi-Lee
Want to do more pup stuff and possibly go to a con again.
I want to get started doing my films and do more tiktoks
work on my writing.
Put myself in one of my game shows.
Right now after being drugged down and felt like drowning I'm finally seeing a possible glimmer of hope. I hope everyone has a great 2023.
I am also dealing with the possibility of being ADHD. which makes sense due to how crazy my mind is. I had kidney stone that made me pee blood...I mean looked like cranberry juice was coming out. Ironically enough it didn't hurt at all. Least not until they did the surgery using sound waves to smash it up. I had the pleasure of getting high for the first time using an edible, and it was an amazing experience. I ended up taking it since my pain meds weren't working during the passing of the stones. That did help and I passed a piece of stone the size of my pinky nail. Sadly I haven't gotten a chance to experience it again under non-pain circumstances .
We found out my daughter had kidney issues caused by reflux of urine back into her kidneys. She had surgery and recovered nicely, and so far the surgery has done its job.
This school year we changed to block to 7 periods (which I hate), but the super got fired and a new super (Who I know personally and already she has been fixing issues). The district made it harder how I get and use my money for my program. We didn't get to go to first competition due to lack of funds on the districts part. We shall see how things go.
I opened a patreon and have a few folks on there ^^ Thank you so much for those who have joined. Hopefully I will continue to get followers there.
So goals for the new year:
I want to read more. I have books I've wanted to read and bought, but haven't took time to do so.
I want to do more makeup. I have replenshed a lot of my supplies so I want to do more.
I want to fursuit. no idea which character toss up between Ren, Owen, and possibly Mi-Lee
Want to do more pup stuff and possibly go to a con again.
I want to get started doing my films and do more tiktoks
work on my writing.
Put myself in one of my game shows.
Right now after being drugged down and felt like drowning I'm finally seeing a possible glimmer of hope. I hope everyone has a great 2023.
