hello. Please forgive the rant at this forsaken hour.

the creature has failed to sign up for Spring Classes. Despite being able to sign up for spring classes at any time in the past 4 weeks.

i want to hurt it. The body mostly, but the creature too. I want them to have Consequences. And they probably will have Consequences. And I will have Consequences. As is just and fair. Idiot.

I hate the body and the lazy mind, and I love the creature, and I fear death. i am a complicated and deeply unhealthy thing.