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JANUARY 2023
3 years ago
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Hold the line.
Holiday season was a great reminder of what I have still in store for myself when I
get to come back home later this year.
Instead of gaining weight over the holidays, I lost weight, I'm feeling better overall,
and I'm going to work on my health and can feel I'm finally going down a pathway
that will work for once.
I have a lot of people to prove myself too, but I'm at a point of my life that the
people I prove it too have to prove to me they're worth it. I've had years of my life
vanish to people who didn't see my abilities, only to come back years later begging
me back. I cannot allow these people back into my life.
As much as I've adored being the hero, at some point, I have to wake up myself and
realize life isn't a movie. It keeps going after the credits, and even if I've been as
strong as Marvel heroes, as kind as Disney princesses, as rebellious as a DreamWorks
production team, it never really felt like I was going anywhere with all this power.
A good friend told me today "I make time for others because it produces good vibes
and results! I don't mind being strong if there is good outcomes." and he's absolutely
right. What has been missing from my life is my ideal that I have to save everyone,
but the reality is that, some people are just going to drag you down and want to be
comforted, and they'll never grow as anything more than a burden.
I've let go of some of these people in my life, people I've known for years who haven't
budged an inch despite all the advice and care I showed them. I have too many
people to care for, I can't neglect my future to nurture my past.
2023 is the year I hold the line and fight for myself.
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CURRENT COMISSIONS:
Bryaxis - Throne Room
CURRENT PROJECTS:
Growing Art Skills
Animation exploration - CSP EX
Learning 3D Modeling - Blender
-For Game Design
-For VR Chat / NeosVR avatars
-For SL modeling
Experimental Game Designs
Untitled Metroidvania - HTML 5
Untitled Visual Novel - Unity 2022.1
╚══════════════════════════════════════════════════════╝
Hold the line.
Holiday season was a great reminder of what I have still in store for myself when I
get to come back home later this year.
Instead of gaining weight over the holidays, I lost weight, I'm feeling better overall,
and I'm going to work on my health and can feel I'm finally going down a pathway
that will work for once.
I have a lot of people to prove myself too, but I'm at a point of my life that the
people I prove it too have to prove to me they're worth it. I've had years of my life
vanish to people who didn't see my abilities, only to come back years later begging
me back. I cannot allow these people back into my life.
As much as I've adored being the hero, at some point, I have to wake up myself and
realize life isn't a movie. It keeps going after the credits, and even if I've been as
strong as Marvel heroes, as kind as Disney princesses, as rebellious as a DreamWorks
production team, it never really felt like I was going anywhere with all this power.
A good friend told me today "I make time for others because it produces good vibes
and results! I don't mind being strong if there is good outcomes." and he's absolutely
right. What has been missing from my life is my ideal that I have to save everyone,
but the reality is that, some people are just going to drag you down and want to be
comforted, and they'll never grow as anything more than a burden.
I've let go of some of these people in my life, people I've known for years who haven't
budged an inch despite all the advice and care I showed them. I have too many
people to care for, I can't neglect my future to nurture my past.
2023 is the year I hold the line and fight for myself.
══════════════════════════════════════════════════════
CURRENT COMISSIONS:
Bryaxis - Throne Room
CURRENT PROJECTS:
Growing Art Skills
Animation exploration - CSP EX
Learning 3D Modeling - Blender
-For Game Design
-For VR Chat / NeosVR avatars
-For SL modeling
Experimental Game Designs
Untitled Metroidvania - HTML 5
Untitled Visual Novel - Unity 2022.1
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