OCTOBER 2023
2 years ago
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Get right back up.
Not every project can be successful, but most projects should be profitable.
I've been burned hard and lost a lot of work and friends to a server split. Lot of
what I spoke for months went unheard, and after thousands of dollars I had to call
it quits. A crazed visionary trying to shut every one they dislike out, building their own
perfect community, until there was nobody left to work or even play.
Now, the project is completely abandoned. Every hotshot artists and gung-ho coder
felt the chill in their spine the second I stepped down. Suddenly all that work and
cost was going directly to them.
They couldn't handle a week. The best parts of that project are the parts I touched.
Now they trickle back with their tails between their legs, asking me for forgiveness
and free art.
It reminded me heavily that, despite how lonesome I feel, perhaps working for
myself is the best way to keep going strong. I'm hopeful I can find good people, I
want to find good people, but it's so hard to keep putting my neck and livelihood to
others who so easily and quickly abuse it.
People wonder why the world is so terrible now? They don't even know how awful
they treat others and that karma is a real power.
Despite all my hardships and unfairness, my life is wonderful and happy, and I'm
lucky to be this blessed to continue creating when so many have tried to steal this
passion from me.
I will never stop creating, and nobody will tell me what I can't create.
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CURRENT COMISSIONS:
Commissions Open
CURRENT PROJECTS:
Ezra Animated Profile
Ayshe Animated Profile
Telegram Stickers
Growing Art Skills
Animation exploration - CSP EX
3D Modeling - Blender
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Get right back up.
Not every project can be successful, but most projects should be profitable.
I've been burned hard and lost a lot of work and friends to a server split. Lot of
what I spoke for months went unheard, and after thousands of dollars I had to call
it quits. A crazed visionary trying to shut every one they dislike out, building their own
perfect community, until there was nobody left to work or even play.
Now, the project is completely abandoned. Every hotshot artists and gung-ho coder
felt the chill in their spine the second I stepped down. Suddenly all that work and
cost was going directly to them.
They couldn't handle a week. The best parts of that project are the parts I touched.
Now they trickle back with their tails between their legs, asking me for forgiveness
and free art.
It reminded me heavily that, despite how lonesome I feel, perhaps working for
myself is the best way to keep going strong. I'm hopeful I can find good people, I
want to find good people, but it's so hard to keep putting my neck and livelihood to
others who so easily and quickly abuse it.
People wonder why the world is so terrible now? They don't even know how awful
they treat others and that karma is a real power.
Despite all my hardships and unfairness, my life is wonderful and happy, and I'm
lucky to be this blessed to continue creating when so many have tried to steal this
passion from me.
I will never stop creating, and nobody will tell me what I can't create.
══════════════════════════════════════════════════════
CURRENT COMISSIONS:
Commissions Open
CURRENT PROJECTS:
Ezra Animated Profile
Ayshe Animated Profile
Telegram Stickers
Growing Art Skills
Animation exploration - CSP EX
3D Modeling - Blender
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