have no time 'cause I need money qwq (commission me pls)
2 years ago
Hello birdies!! Sorry for the lack of art lately...
I have to work on the full-time job to be able to pay rend and to afford psychotherapy. I've already felt overwhelmed at work and it doesn't affect well on my mental health and my art performance as well (I haven't been drawing anything for week) T-T
I'd like to make art and gamedev my main source of income and finally become happy... because I really enjoy drawing and coding and other things!!
[TW: suicidal urge, ?venting?]
Enjoyable job literally can save my life from my suicidal tendencies (I'm suffering from suicide attempts and thoughts since I was 13 y.o.) because I usually want to die when I'm not satisfied with my life and job is more than 50% of everyday life in our world.
I can't just live as some other people who are ok with having a job which they don't like, I must LOVE my job or my BPD will kill me (ใ๏ผ๏ผฟ๏ผ;ใ)
[end of TW]
๐ So... How can you help me?
Commission me!! Please commission me!! Buy my YCH's! Support me on Boosty! Follow me on twitter! Help me to make art my main job (*๊ฆเบด๊ณ๊ฆเบต)
btw I'm going to start a devlog for my fantasy eroge game soon!!! but... I need more time... to make it.......... again...
Thank you all for your support, it's really really matter ๐
I have to work on the full-time job to be able to pay rend and to afford psychotherapy. I've already felt overwhelmed at work and it doesn't affect well on my mental health and my art performance as well (I haven't been drawing anything for week) T-T
I'd like to make art and gamedev my main source of income and finally become happy... because I really enjoy drawing and coding and other things!!
[TW: suicidal urge, ?venting?]
Enjoyable job literally can save my life from my suicidal tendencies (I'm suffering from suicide attempts and thoughts since I was 13 y.o.) because I usually want to die when I'm not satisfied with my life and job is more than 50% of everyday life in our world.
I can't just live as some other people who are ok with having a job which they don't like, I must LOVE my job or my BPD will kill me (ใ๏ผ๏ผฟ๏ผ;ใ)
[end of TW]
๐ So... How can you help me?
Commission me!! Please commission me!! Buy my YCH's! Support me on Boosty! Follow me on twitter! Help me to make art my main job (*๊ฆเบด๊ณ๊ฆเบต)
btw I'm going to start a devlog for my fantasy eroge game soon!!! but... I need more time... to make it.......... again...
Thank you all for your support, it's really really matter ๐
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