hello everyone, I need to tell you something very important. I have been lying to you all, I have been keeping a secret from all of you. And I just can’t keep it any longer, I really hate lying to people who have been so nice and sweet to me. I am 17 years old… I have been lying about too long. The more I hide about it, and the more I lie about it, really makes me sooo fucking mad at myself. I’m ashamed to lie to you. And I know this sounds like bullshit. But I am really really sorry…… I know to others, this is a betrayal of trust. And you are right it is… I don’t expect any of you to stick around with me… If you are really mad at me... I understand…If you want to leave… go ahead... I deserve it… And for people who are asking why, why did I do it? …. I did it to be with people that I care about… to be closer to them… not for any bad….. Just want to be with people who care about me…. I didn’t know It was going to be like this…. I didn’t know I was about to meet these nice people…….. I hate that I lie to these people… They don’t deserve me… anything bad….. Blame it on me….And only me…I’m going to be off from the fandom… I don't know how long…….. But I know…. People will hate me for what I did…….And lastly… I want to say my deepest apologies... To everyone. And to those people that I care to……I am really fucking sorry……………..