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It's been one real f*$king two years - Hey Everyone
2 years ago
To all who still show interest in my page
In the span of two years my entire life fell apart, leaving me living in a basement with not heat or AC, without any income or home and everything I owned in boxes to a new now 7 month old baby boy, major surgery, gallbladder failure, severe hypertension and my whole body being stuck in PTSD fight or flight to, as of the past week, my body finally recovering the way it should. It's literally taken over six months of constant effort, doctor appointments, dietary changes, therapy for the collective PTSD and just.... exhaustively trying to get to this point but wow.. I didn't think I would but I did. To be on the other side of it is so extreme....it's baffling to me. To know that it all fell apart, affected my art here, my followers, my mental health and entirety of my survival is just a huge lesson to learn from.
But here I am, reading over old notes, seeing what is still missing for people and feeling beyond remorseful that it ever got that bad for me. For that itself I continue to say I am sorry. Beyond sorry but words can only do so much.
I actively have discord - WhiteRabbit#0683
If you want to message or ask questions or anything - here is also just fine. Im not giving up, I know that I fell too many times but I finally made it out of the bullshit into proper, calm stability that has STAYED stabled for over a year now and it's... new, frightening and healthy
Never give up, no matter how hard, how much you've messed up.. accept your own part in it and keep going
Hoping things only go up now