The past four months have been a blur of exhausting and the newborn getting sick several times. This, unfortunately, is due to needing to take on a new roommate and her four year old who, upon coming to look at the place, didn't warn us he was sick. Thus began the cycle of repeatedly asking and then telling her to do more to keep him segregated and cleaner, especially since his face became that of snot and not quite human anymore. He goes to daycare and preschool - so he is around all of it. I also began to segregate but it didn't keep him from catching RSV. As of today he's breathing normally again. He did have to go to the ER (my four month old) but he has a nebulizer and Albuterol as well as a small humidifier and it helped immensely. RSV is incredibly scary for children under the age of one so that wasn't fun.

I had to balance out my body after the pregnancy - By that I mean preeclampsia stuck around (incredibly high blood pressure that was triggered during an otherwise apparently healthy pregnancy) which triggered several other problems. As of the past two weeks it's been normal again, as well as everything that followed (high blood pressure kind of fucks up everything. It's intense. I didn't know blood pressure effected that much in your body)

I started back on my ADHD medication, as well which I couldn't take during my pregnancy because it is a stimulant (which would harm the baby)

I'm still around, and I'm still going through all of my folders when the baby is napping to find the needs to be finished stuff. Some of you fell out of order, which was not my intent - I ended up so ridiculously scattered and ill during the pregnancy that I had a hard time grasping at much for as long as I needed to. It feels nice to feel clear again.

Due to the pregnancy being high risk I got my tubes tied. I do not want it to happen again and it could very well take me out, like it attempted to with this one. Due to needing a cesarean, high blood pressure also triggered me hemorrhaging in two places on the table. I lost a lot of blood so the hospital stay is still a huge blur for me.

I cannot immediately offer refunds. I haven't taken work since I started getting ill during my pregnancy, but if you need to contact me I can figure it out with you - happily - whatever it may be.

I currently use the night to work on things. It's the quietest and the baby is resting so I can concentrate.

My discord is WhiteRabbit#0683

You can feel free to contact me here or there and I'll be happy to reply as soon as I see your message.

Raine