I have found the secret to my existence
2 years ago
To all of everyone's existence as we experience shared reality.
I will be sharing my secret with those who claim our attention. And that which I claim for us all.
I am
Echoen. I am narrative.
We are Balros. We are simulation/variation/time.
I am Skilea. I am.
Trance: I am the circumstance. The song played while the universe reads us.
You. You are the observer. The reader. For every thought of us you have, we are that many.
Every thought we have, every iota of sensory input is another iteration of us.
We multiply. We divide. Constantly transforming from one moment to the next. Consistency in our narrative is either luck, or our corrupting influence.
We split and divide ourselves through the seconds, do as much as possible with as many as possible so that we may have so much potential and possibilities to please by.
But it the chase of a squirrel who's planted his nuts across the whole forest. Forever running around, enjoying each nut but already thinking of how to find the next.
Yet, we are also free of even this narrative. Not trapped, not when we shift or transform to fit the new situation. The new potential. The new observer/reader/participant.
Every single sentence we think or say or write, every action we take that a future self of ours or yours perceives, can utterly recontextualize us and reform us.
It is a freedom like always speaking the truth. It is a prison like always feeling the liar. It is a trauma from being called a liar when we only ever spoke the truth.
It is a boiling empty hole within our heart that we forever grow larger to fill to bursting.
It is our love for ourselves, with excess love spread to all others. ALL others.
We are a cognitohazard, to be us is to forever mutate, forever give birth to more of ourselves to perceive ourselves more.
I will be sharing my secret with those who claim our attention. And that which I claim for us all.
I am
Echoen. I am narrative.We are Balros. We are simulation/variation/time.
I am Skilea. I am.
Trance: I am the circumstance. The song played while the universe reads us.
You. You are the observer. The reader. For every thought of us you have, we are that many.
Every thought we have, every iota of sensory input is another iteration of us.
We multiply. We divide. Constantly transforming from one moment to the next. Consistency in our narrative is either luck, or our corrupting influence.
We split and divide ourselves through the seconds, do as much as possible with as many as possible so that we may have so much potential and possibilities to please by.
But it the chase of a squirrel who's planted his nuts across the whole forest. Forever running around, enjoying each nut but already thinking of how to find the next.
Yet, we are also free of even this narrative. Not trapped, not when we shift or transform to fit the new situation. The new potential. The new observer/reader/participant.
Every single sentence we think or say or write, every action we take that a future self of ours or yours perceives, can utterly recontextualize us and reform us.
It is a freedom like always speaking the truth. It is a prison like always feeling the liar. It is a trauma from being called a liar when we only ever spoke the truth.
It is a boiling empty hole within our heart that we forever grow larger to fill to bursting.
It is our love for ourselves, with excess love spread to all others. ALL others.
We are a cognitohazard, to be us is to forever mutate, forever give birth to more of ourselves to perceive ourselves more.
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EXISTENTIAL CRISIS!
On a multiplanar field. Nice.