Writing Update
2 years ago
Good morning/afternoon/evening everyone, hope you are all well.
I have been contemplating some stuff the last few days, and it is kind of a follow up from my previous journal. After the last few days I had hoped things would potentially get better, but that sadly has not been the case. One of my brightest lights in my life, a person who helped shape the person I am, is deteriorating day by day and there is nothing I can do. I merely have to sit on the sidelines, hold their hand and watch as an evil disease takes them from me. Writing, running, and socializing with my friends are activities I love doing and offered some distraction and uplift from everything going on. Running and socializing with close friends will continue, but the writing part is something I am going to be cutting down on. It has not offered the distraction I hoped it would.
The support and kindness you have provided me, I cannot begin to express my gratitude. It truly means a lot. When I joined here, I did not expect to meet such exceptional people who I wish I could grow large and pick them up for one tight hug.
I am going to be around people close to me for now, and hopefully once things settle, rebuilding and continue.
Everyone, have a pleasant morning/afternoon/evening.
Thank you all for everything.
I have been contemplating some stuff the last few days, and it is kind of a follow up from my previous journal. After the last few days I had hoped things would potentially get better, but that sadly has not been the case. One of my brightest lights in my life, a person who helped shape the person I am, is deteriorating day by day and there is nothing I can do. I merely have to sit on the sidelines, hold their hand and watch as an evil disease takes them from me. Writing, running, and socializing with my friends are activities I love doing and offered some distraction and uplift from everything going on. Running and socializing with close friends will continue, but the writing part is something I am going to be cutting down on. It has not offered the distraction I hoped it would.
The support and kindness you have provided me, I cannot begin to express my gratitude. It truly means a lot. When I joined here, I did not expect to meet such exceptional people who I wish I could grow large and pick them up for one tight hug.
I am going to be around people close to me for now, and hopefully once things settle, rebuilding and continue.
Everyone, have a pleasant morning/afternoon/evening.
Thank you all for everything.
FA+

This stuff is purely horrible for anyone involved.
It is okay to tone down the writing, your mental health and well being are far more important.
Take care of yourself and try to enjoy the moments with your family and friends as much as you can, before there is sadly no more chance.
We are rooting for you!
I feel your pain. But you are 100% doing the right thing by being there, even if its just on the sidelines. I hope the very best for your loved one and you.