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Birthday 26 Journal
2 years ago
idk
This is one of the years of time
For real though, this entire last has had a couple of things happen, generally positive, but not exactly great.
On the positive side of things, I finally graduated with a degree.
Also for those who aren't that astute to things (granted it's more visible on Twitter), I'm currently dating thatbluepup /@pinkierawr and have been for about three-ish months.
On the neutral side, I am still looking for either engineering or CAD technician work. Still in progress, got to one second interview but it's not one i'm particularly excited about. Granted, job market here is a bit sucky and outside my interests, so that's fun.
Speaking of technical employment, and this is where I start transitioning more into the negative, I had been trying to do part time gig courier work, which has completely fallen to shit lately. Like, oh my god. When do I ever come home before dark on a Friday. Yeah, market's dead, which is incredible considering where I live and what i'm proximate to. Eh, DoorDash is a shit company and although I'm past that time now, I was hoping only to be in it for about six months, hopefully having landed something by the end of the month. Don't expect me to even reconsider something like comms; I still have minimal faith there being honest.
Oh yeah, birthday part. 26 now. Oh no.
Like, actually, oh no.
IRL's been a bit testy, with being this old coming with the caveat that I lapse out of my mother's insurance at the end of this month. Can't get proper engineering work with benefits soon enough. Not that it mattered with mother being laid off while on medical leave. Yeah :/ Not the worst situation, and there's nothing particularly dire about it, but not great. Hmph.
Outside of that, still trying to build myself up more. It's something ig. Socially feels like a fuck (furry truthfully fucking sucks for me there), and as much as I try to mitigate some of my defensive and asocial tendencies, they exist for a reason. Something about resource management. IDK. I kinda want to find community again in some interests, but like I said, asocial tendencies. Still trying to also build up my professional skillset and although i've been putting out a few more things artwise than i thought i would or probably should be, it's still on the backburner.
What do I want from this year though? A job, and to save so hopefully by the end of next year I have a strong enough resume so I can take the risk of applying to jobs elsewhere and eventually be able to rent a place with Sugar where we can be more ourselves, really. It's not a lot but it's something. There's also thoughts about wanting the feeling of at least some influence/notoriety regarding certain kinks (it's gum what else), but that should take a backburner to the first. Still, would be nice.
Anyhow, jackal out until I feel like posting again.
This is one of the years of time
For real though, this entire last has had a couple of things happen, generally positive, but not exactly great.
On the positive side of things, I finally graduated with a degree.
Also for those who aren't that astute to things (granted it's more visible on Twitter), I'm currently dating thatbluepup /@pinkierawr and have been for about three-ish months.
On the neutral side, I am still looking for either engineering or CAD technician work. Still in progress, got to one second interview but it's not one i'm particularly excited about. Granted, job market here is a bit sucky and outside my interests, so that's fun.
Speaking of technical employment, and this is where I start transitioning more into the negative, I had been trying to do part time gig courier work, which has completely fallen to shit lately. Like, oh my god. When do I ever come home before dark on a Friday. Yeah, market's dead, which is incredible considering where I live and what i'm proximate to. Eh, DoorDash is a shit company and although I'm past that time now, I was hoping only to be in it for about six months, hopefully having landed something by the end of the month. Don't expect me to even reconsider something like comms; I still have minimal faith there being honest.
Oh yeah, birthday part. 26 now. Oh no.
Like, actually, oh no.
IRL's been a bit testy, with being this old coming with the caveat that I lapse out of my mother's insurance at the end of this month. Can't get proper engineering work with benefits soon enough. Not that it mattered with mother being laid off while on medical leave. Yeah :/ Not the worst situation, and there's nothing particularly dire about it, but not great. Hmph.
Outside of that, still trying to build myself up more. It's something ig. Socially feels like a fuck (furry truthfully fucking sucks for me there), and as much as I try to mitigate some of my defensive and asocial tendencies, they exist for a reason. Something about resource management. IDK. I kinda want to find community again in some interests, but like I said, asocial tendencies. Still trying to also build up my professional skillset and although i've been putting out a few more things artwise than i thought i would or probably should be, it's still on the backburner.
What do I want from this year though? A job, and to save so hopefully by the end of next year I have a strong enough resume so I can take the risk of applying to jobs elsewhere and eventually be able to rent a place with Sugar where we can be more ourselves, really. It's not a lot but it's something. There's also thoughts about wanting the feeling of at least some influence/notoriety regarding certain kinks (it's gum what else), but that should take a backburner to the first. Still, would be nice.
Anyhow, jackal out until I feel like posting again.
ThatBluePup
~thatbluepup
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