The feeling comes in the beat of a heart,
pulsating through my whole body
nothing following but hurt.

Chest tightens, breath sucked in
knowing it isn't something worth it.
Suffocating...
Drowning sensation...
Muddled hearing...
Tears block sight...

The feeling comes in the beat of a heart
pulsating my whole body with nothing
but hurt, and frustration... I scream

Scream that I exist,
scream that I'm heard,
Scream...
Scream...
Scream...
with all I have left...

Do you hear me?
Do you see me?
Do I exist or am I just invisible?

Poems don't have to rhyme to convey emotion
as every cell in me screams and thrashes
that one instant in a beat of a heart,
the pulsating hurt that never leaves.

Hear me, See me, please
before I slip into the abyss
So dark and eerie,
alone and forgotten on waves...
of thought, of whisper, of every little thing.

Feeling unappreciated, unheard
that noone cares about me
I scream and all I hear is an echo.
I scream and all I hear is a heart beat
Ba Dump... Ba Dump... Ba Dump...
each Ba Dump brings the pulse..

It comes in the beat of a heart
pulsates so quick with hurt
engulfing, drowning, not resurrecting.

I am here... Aren't I?