Barely around
2 years ago
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I will admit I have been quiet for the last two or three years.
I plan to post more drawings submissions over time and I’ve not forgotten about all my small and larger projects. I’ve been finding it hard to focus on my art with so much on the go these past few years. It’s been getting to me a-lot and I just wish there was a way to spearhead my attention towards art and story building, but with my inability to earn an adequate salary, life’s been tough…really tough…
There have been many a night I begin questioning my existence and what it’s all for.
My “wings” just aren’t getting me off the ground and I'm coming up on 35 now... Its built up to the point I've stopped caring about earning money cause I've never been able to successfully do it.
Same goes for doing stuff online, My site gets taken over by a Japanese porn hub. Any subject I make gets drowned out by AI algorithms. I just cant seem to spread the love i have for my interests as much as i want to, it gets to me so rigorously!
When I do find myself in a position of earnings, its never felt like the hard work I put in has ever been worth breaking my body over.
I'm not actively looking for an olive branch but man I could really use one...
As for health, I am recovering from Covid. I hated how slow the onset symptoms were, so I will be slow to post things until i fully recover…if I ever recover…
Sorry for being so withdrawn...
I plan to post more drawings submissions over time and I’ve not forgotten about all my small and larger projects. I’ve been finding it hard to focus on my art with so much on the go these past few years. It’s been getting to me a-lot and I just wish there was a way to spearhead my attention towards art and story building, but with my inability to earn an adequate salary, life’s been tough…really tough…
There have been many a night I begin questioning my existence and what it’s all for.
My “wings” just aren’t getting me off the ground and I'm coming up on 35 now... Its built up to the point I've stopped caring about earning money cause I've never been able to successfully do it.
Same goes for doing stuff online, My site gets taken over by a Japanese porn hub. Any subject I make gets drowned out by AI algorithms. I just cant seem to spread the love i have for my interests as much as i want to, it gets to me so rigorously!
When I do find myself in a position of earnings, its never felt like the hard work I put in has ever been worth breaking my body over.
I'm not actively looking for an olive branch but man I could really use one...
As for health, I am recovering from Covid. I hated how slow the onset symptoms were, so I will be slow to post things until i fully recover…if I ever recover…
Sorry for being so withdrawn...
If I feel this way, it is without a doubt what is actually happening.
may i propose you a tf to have fun with?
The proposition of a Good Scene nowadays just isn't enough anymore.
https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....rown-overdose/
the tf is the product of consuming the full dose of a potion that grows your member to match the one of a stallion and i'm still questioning myself what possible effects could have if it was a male character instead to take it
I really wish I didn't feel so discouraged. it makes me Ill.
And that's the way its always been
I know of people who used it as a way to launch a writing career, using royalroad as advertisment.
But I will say the writers I follow are mostly litrpg and are pretty prolific, writing multiple rough draft chapters a week. I don't know if sexual stories would do as well.
Just an idea for you.
Its probably the "Sexual Stories" part thats made it this way.
I've always been seen as a person that likes to complain when I talk. I'm very pessimistic thanks to my upbringing and people tend not to affiliate with the likes of people like that.
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