Hey everyone, I just wanted to give you an update on commission progress and such. First of all I'm back from the funeral and visiting my family, and it was honestly a much more wholesome and healing experience than I ever expected. Between being off lithium (I feel so much better dudes holy shit) and having a few truly wonderful family members and friends, I've been surprisingly stable throughout this and am finally starting to feel some of the freedom I mentioned. I'm still grieving the lighter side of my father and the better person I learned he'd recently been trying to be (I never got to meet that person, and that really stings), but I also don't constantly feel watched or suffocated anymore. It's like I've taken off my weighted armor y'all, I feel so much stronger now.

What's frustrating now is that I'm stuck in this easily fatigued body still, so I have all this motivation and inspiration but I still exhaust myself super quickly. That being said, I do have slightly more energy than I did before and I'm intent on using it to get as much art done as I can. I don't know exactly how much I'll be able to do yet so I'm slowly easing back into drawing, but you should start seeing a lot more art/progress on trello in the coming days! ;u;

On more of a downer note, my roommate has become increasingly hostile and I have been forced into moving much sooner than planned...as I no longer feel safe living where I am. orz This means that a lot of the little energy I have is being put into packing and prepping for the move, but I'm still going to set aside time to work on art. If I'm not super online though for a few weeks this is why, but the silver lining is I'll be in a much better situation with some truly amazing roommates, so I should be MUCH happier and more active once I settle in. <3

ALSO, I reconnected with an aunt who wants to help me financially with the rest of move, so I'll be taking down my GoFundMe and won't have to panic so much over getting commissions and such. Thank you all so much for your help getting to this point, you're all amazing!! ;0; <3

Thank you again for your patience with me through all this craziness lately, I promise it won't be much longer before I'm back to a more regular drawing and posting schedule. ;~; You dudes are seriously incredible and and I can't wait to be more active so I can get you your commissions and properly thank you for everything. I love you dudes! ;A; <3