Maybe you should rest a bit.

Man.. I really hope you'll feel better soon, I don't have much else to really say. It's just sad to see what you're going through and I wish you the best.

All I can say is what's already been said. I hope things get better. Take some time off, relax, focus on something you enjoy. Maybe play some games with friends. Have a chat. Take your mind off stresses as much as you can.

Because no matter how much you think you hate yourself, or that you're worthless, or that your art is terrible. Others disagree. People care, people think you're amazing, people enjoy your art - regardless of subject - and the stuff you've created is nothing short of amazing, with a wide, wide influence.

Oh, I'm sorry to hear that. I do hope you'll overcome it by whatever means to help.

I love your paintings a lot. I'm so sorry it's hurting you ;n;

Your works, mostly Changed, has been a huge influence on my life.

I've tweeted that to you as well, and it still remains the same today. It might not mean much from a random person on the Internet, but thank you for creating wonderful experiences.

I don't think it's an insurmountable one. The problem is that you're trying to rush your recovery. Take your time and only draw when you feel it will help.

We will love your paintings twice as hard to make up for it

hey dude/queen/other-platonic-term-of-endearment i get it. i've battle depression for years, i know it doesn't just go away and no matter how much i compliment your art it isn't gonna magically raise your self esteem. all i can say man is give it a B effort, it doesn't gotta be perfect its just gotta be yours.

wish you the best man and my notes are always open if you need to talk.

对不起谷歌翻译

嘿伙计/女王/其他柏拉图式的爱称我明白了。我多年来一直在与抑郁症作斗争，我知道它不会消失，无论我多么赞美你的艺术，它都不会神奇地提高你的自尊心。我只能说男人就是给它一个 B 的努力，它不一定是完美的，它只需要是你的。

祝你是伴郎，如果你需要谈话，我的笔记总是开放的

Take a break from internet, buddy

Maybe you should rest awhile, but if you want to stop for good we wont judge you its your choice at the end of the day

We love your art. If you need rest, though, you should get some.

Sometimes I suffer from this sort of self-defeating fear that prevents me from working on my projects. The fear that your work will turn out inadequate, or that you have lost your spark. The only way to really overcome that barrier is to push through. Set a schedule for when you're gonna work and put yourself in front of your workspace and put that tablet in your hand and try drawing anyway. Warmups also help a lot to help you ease into it

If it brings you pain - just pause and take a rest...
It's not fun if you're doing something against your will to do it.

Now, I'm no psychologist, nor am I an expert in matters of the psyche, but I have a few words of advice. Just bear in mind that you should take what I say with a grain of salt.
As I've said before, take a step back from everything, and breathe.

It may benefit you to begin asking yourself some questions while doing so. For example:
Just who are you comparing yourself to, and why?

Are your personal standards for your own art fair?
Building off of that, are they even feasible? If you set your standards so high that nothing you make could reach them, that is a major issue that needs to be addressed.

Where does your motivation to paint come from? What started you on your journey as an artist? Where is that passion now?

Why do you hate painting?
And one that I find especially important: If you hate doing it so much, why do you keep going?
You continue to persist in spite of your hatred; Surely there must be something you still like about it.

I am not saying that you should stop what you do; Far from it. It is a request that you re-evaluate your thoughts, and learn the reasons why you feel the way that you do.
It is okay to doubt yourself. It's alright to have negative thoughts. It is in coming to understand your emotions and your reasoning behind them that you may learn to accept and overcome them. As the old saying goes: You are your own worst critic.

We're rooting for you, Snow. Be sure to take care of yourself in the meantime.

Thank you, I'm much calmer now

maybe my advice gonna sound in toxic tone, but

try to get a break for some time. i dunno if u work on any games right now but maybe they cause burnout too. so maybe you need to focus on it first...
or try to draw something "peaceful", like not fetish themed
or try to find new hobby. maybe you have talent something with music? maybe you can make art made of dry pasta? or maybe you feel like you're gonna become best plants collector in the world?

but to be honestly - just take a break from everything or internet at least

I would take a short break.

get some rest buddy

This really sounds like you need a break.
This might be some burnout happening.

You are a gifted individual who has a wonderful talent for making pixel art with crisp lines and simple colors.
And you earned that gift through years of learning and hard work.
It is an inseparable and unique part of yourself that you must never give up, no matter how difficult things will become in your life.
Otherwise you will end up changing for the worst.
There are many of us in the world who look to you as a figure of inspiration and support you with wishes of happiness, good health, and great fortune.
So you must endure and try to find strength in your heart and peace in your mind.
For this dark time of uncertainty that you are going through right now will eventually come to an end and allow the light to return with newfound brightness.

everyone is pretty much agreeing that you should take a break, don't stress yourself, after all everyone deserves to rest and recover

You wana play a videogame or something friend? It sounds like you really need to take your mind off this existential dread.

Believe me, I know how you feel. In some ways, I feel even worse that you do, because the stuff I do upload doesn't tend to get a massive amount of attention. I've been stagnant for years and I have very little hope of finding a way to get more of an audience for what I do.

Oh no... Please be okay...

请原谅我，如果我是这么多带有侮辱性或其他负面评论的愤怒邮件的原因...... 请原谅我...

I'm so sorry to hear you're going through such pain. I do hope for the best for you, that things improve soon. Take care of yourself.

I'm sorry to hear that.

Hey, random internet guy here. Not really anyone of note, probably never will be, but I'm actually a somewhat big fan of yours. Not as big as the people who make their careers around it, but I've actually gotten into sprite editing - funnily enough I only seem to be able to do well with the ones seen in changed or OMORI. I don't have any money to spend here, but I was actually wondering if you could teach me how to draw digitally? I figured now would be a good time to ask because I guess I'm proof your art is still good; some people want to draw like you do. You may think your drawings are bad (hopefully not anymore), but I really don't. I have no shinies or a card to use to pay for lessons though, so I sadly won't be able to repay you if you do decide to teach me.

Also, sorry if this entire thing sounds really selfish, I just really like the way your art looks and I want to learn how to draw like you can. I just can't pay for lessons, unlike most users here. I kind of struggle with posting stuff like this, because while I'm writing this I just can't help but imagine the backlash if I post this and I come off as needy, selfish, rude, or as a freeloader (which in all accounts I probably am).

TL;DR: I'm broke but I really like your art style, can I maybe get lessons from you on how to draw in your artstyle?

I love your art. A great deal of thought, love, and personality oozes out of every thing I've seen from you. From palette choices, to character design, to atmosphere. All has been quite a delight beyond measure. Don't be discouraged. You're an ace.

I believe you have broken a spell on me which held me down for so many years. My friends always pushed for High graphics 3D games and all that nonsenses... but nothing can recreate what i have experienced in your game "Changed" I absolutely loved the character you created for us as players to encounter. I went in without any knowledge of the game ,after seeing a bunch of this furry art of puro and other changed tagged artwork i was like... It is time for me to just jump in and get the game on steam. I have been wanting to play a game that actually supports pacifist gameplay and well I can say after playing changed and getting to the ending... even if i did not get the true ending on my first go... It left me with a longing for wanting to know what would happen next. I hope you continue the story one day. But for now I still have more to enjoy. I have yet to play the Special edition and i am saving it for this coming weekend. This just shows you do not need fancy high tech graphics to make a compelling game... for instance I got Hogwarts and played for a few hours and got bored... but your game kept me busy for hours figuring puzzles ,passwords, oh boy and the biggest head scratcher the laboratory password. Ps. Puro is the sweetest monster I have ever met.

Thank you

(^-^*) Thank you... I do not normally do this but... ~swoops in & hugs tightly for a brief moment~ You poured quite a bit of yourself into Changed, Fell in love with the sweet friendship you built with puro, I died for purrro! to let him see the outside world... guess human was sick afterall. Didn't stop me from replaying to see the other endings >.>. Anyhow want to say you are the best! Try not to be better than others, be a better you for you are excellent~♥.

You clearly need therapy. Your gallery gives that away. Your game gives that away. Avoid human contact, you are a danger to children and adults alike. Stay away from men, stop abusing them.

Dude, take a look at yourself. It's equally disgusting.

实话说，我没有想到这样的评论会出现在这里（是我把人想得太善良了吗？），但是实话讲，真的，能将自己的情况发出来是真的需要勇气的，我说话可能比较直，表达能力比较差，但是（我认为[不存在100%的事情，但没多少人是特例]）这说明你还是从内心深处喜欢绘画的，你希望能从大家的慰藉中找寻自己难受的原因，克服掉它，你认为自己的创作的的确确对人们产生了不小的正面影响，我不知道这么说是不是太直白了，但是我认为发帖其实是无奈的求助吧（看，我又在说废话了），各种各样的方法其实大家也都讲了，我再说一遍没意义，只是，为什么我要在这条评论下发这则回复呢，很简单，你看到了抨击自己的言论，你没有选择忍气吞声而是决定支持自己，真的，你不觉得其实自己是愿意坚持的吗？实话说看见这则回复我真的很开心，比看到那些感谢的回复要开心许多。我不善言辞，如有冒犯均为无意（真的很抱歉），我清楚，你真的不太可能直接接受我的这则回复，我自己恨我自己的那段时间我要是看到这段话我也不接受，但是还是请无事的时候想想，你没有你想得那么颓废，休息一下吧。（另外，虽然这很啰嗦，但是……没有人可以得到所有人的喜爱和赞同，要是得到了，要么是人类快灭绝了要么是你做错了，有时看到别人抨击自己和自己喜爱的东西的确会很难受，但是正是因为有人在说你，才说明你做了正确的事情，最后重要的事情重复三遍，你不是他，不用因他难受，你不是他，不必因他难受，你不是他，不必因他难受！）[我斟酌了许久，最终说出了这样一番话，希望对你有所帮助吧……]

谢谢你

Maybe you wanna occupy yourself with something else?

I made this account specifically to tell you. take a rest if you need it we care about you

thanks dude, im fine now

Srry didnt know you replied but glad your good now

hmm, try taking a completly different approach. draw realistic art. or how about learning a new craft? also cut yourself some slack, you've done yourself proud with how far you gotten, you got a community, your art has improved drastically, you have people who care for you, you have gone through a hell of alot, and here you stand. still, granted going through a tough time, yet your still going strong. a testiment to your own inner strength..i have an odd idea for possibly helping you. your body is like a plannet. everything is alive in you, you are a community of living things. you are in sense. a million things thinking its one thing. learn to be more kind to yourself even if you fall down, even if you make mistakes. your not special cause you see yourself badly. by this i mean, we all see ourselves as monsters or worse from our past. but if we can learn to accept we have the choice to change and to also give ourselves some self care for the shit we lived through. you will find yourself to be alot happier. and sometimes its ok to be in a rut. but for your body and your soul. live. even if life is meaningless wnd we die in the end. choose to live life truthfully to your best you can, and commemorate yourself for your strugges and achievements. cause as a being of milllions of cells, hell!, you got further than most.

take time to recoop, rest and let go. life isn't a race,

5 minutes. of meditation. or self care can help alot.

take care of your plannet

i also will be holding myself accountable for these words above. so ye.

aw fuck, i just saw your better now XD.
i should of read the comments first, but hey, damn well keep going on strong
^ ^
here is a random cat thing for your time {°^°}

You don't have to force yourself to draw every day or whenever it hurts you. You should rest and draw only when it does not bring you pain.