I have been in the community for going on 11 years now and I want to address my past.
Why? Because I got a note from someone I don't remember asking me why I am trying to be active again.
I was not the best person in the community from 2012 to 2017. For five years I made up lies, I manipulated people, and I used others.
These are things I do not deny, however when I disappeared in 2017/2018 its because I realized I needed to change. I had an awaking of just how bad I was. I started therapy and medications to help regulate my mental illnesses. I removed the bad influences I had kept as close friends. I am not who I was during that period of time. I am now a 25 year old grown woman. I want to be active again and be a part of what I perceive to be a forgiving community. I can not make up for what I did in the past and I will never deny that I did these things. However, I am truly sorry for the damaged that I caused during that period of time.
Allow me a second chance to show the community I have changed and grown. That is all I ask.
My previous accounts are; fiange Naya~ princess-nyarina