Heya, so I been meaning to make a journal for a bit to like give a general update (and also like to unload a little for my sake), but I uh... keep procrastinating, which actually kind of is the general mood and problem for me.

I seem to be struggling a bit to keep up with everyone socially, this often means DMs or discords I want to get to I keep putting off because I feel stressed in that moment, and then it feels like it gets harder and harder to get back to that person for whatever reason. I know this an invisible sort of thing I'm putting up in my own mind but... blahhh it can be hard sometimes uvu. And I feel particularly guilty because this seems to happen more with certain friends of mine, no fault of their own. Just some people I find it easier to poke and poke back. Timezones can also cause this issue too. So have a sorry from birb for that.

Other than that, I've been mostly good. Been a quiet couple of weeks at work which has been a bit more relaxing uwu.

Oh also: hello to all those that started watching since I posted all my stuff to everywhere! May as well ask where you first saw this birb and what sort of thing your watching this birdy for >v>

Also this is a fire and forget journal, I'm going to sleep now as it's heckin' late. But thanks for reading ^v^