Really been finding my place in the world. Haven't been able to keep up with a lot of online life, but offline it's really dawning on me that the way things are is just what it's going to be for the rest of my life. Of course, things always have some flux, but I'm entirely an adult at this point, and it's up to me to shape how and where life goes. Experiencing these thoughts is both empowering and terrifying, having only ever thought of myself in terms of my utility to others.