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Not sure when i'll come back
2 years ago
yes it's been a while and some of you are probably wondering a few things
lets first start with a general statement "just cause i drew it when i badly needed money doesn't mean i am obligated to draw it now"
i no longer want to even look at Hyper stuff, i don't care for it, i don't care about it and i don't care that i "drew it so good"
I only accepted commissions like that for a while cause i was DESPERATE for cash
please don't ever fucking confuse professionalism for desire
also i am no longer taking comms, no clue for how long
but the fact is some horrid people made it highly undesirable for me to want to do commissions
to say it was traumatising to deal with these people is almost a understatement
I literally had a fucker have panic attacks in my ear over me drawing a sketch line...Same fucker also made me call paypal to find out how to fucking block them from giving me money cause they would spam me for attention
So....FUCK YOU in particular, and hope you find great pain in never seeing your comms finished (not that they would ever let me fucking finish comms)
Seriously this fucker once convinced someone WHO WAS HAPPY WITH THEIR COMMISSION that i could do a better background...it was a comm i didn't even want to fucking do
THIS FUCKER even ruined days i set aside for others to work on their comms...all cause THIS FUCKER couldn't handle not being allowed to occupy 90% of my streaming time
So fuck it..THIS FUCKER is like 50% of my issues, the other 50% is people sending me crap i don't want to see or somehow thinking that when i say "i don't want to draw this" i am playing hard to get
and before the classic "but you could of said no"
You were not in my situation, you didn't understand how betrayed i felt by systems that were in place to help me, but didn't
So in short....FUCK THAT FUCKER IN PARTICULAR! and they know who they are
i liked to think no one is beyond redemption...thanks for proving me wrong...or atleast proving you have to want to redeem yourself
lets first start with a general statement "just cause i drew it when i badly needed money doesn't mean i am obligated to draw it now"
i no longer want to even look at Hyper stuff, i don't care for it, i don't care about it and i don't care that i "drew it so good"
I only accepted commissions like that for a while cause i was DESPERATE for cash
please don't ever fucking confuse professionalism for desire
also i am no longer taking comms, no clue for how long
but the fact is some horrid people made it highly undesirable for me to want to do commissions
to say it was traumatising to deal with these people is almost a understatement
I literally had a fucker have panic attacks in my ear over me drawing a sketch line...Same fucker also made me call paypal to find out how to fucking block them from giving me money cause they would spam me for attention
So....FUCK YOU in particular, and hope you find great pain in never seeing your comms finished (not that they would ever let me fucking finish comms)
Seriously this fucker once convinced someone WHO WAS HAPPY WITH THEIR COMMISSION that i could do a better background...it was a comm i didn't even want to fucking do
THIS FUCKER even ruined days i set aside for others to work on their comms...all cause THIS FUCKER couldn't handle not being allowed to occupy 90% of my streaming time
So fuck it..THIS FUCKER is like 50% of my issues, the other 50% is people sending me crap i don't want to see or somehow thinking that when i say "i don't want to draw this" i am playing hard to get
and before the classic "but you could of said no"
You were not in my situation, you didn't understand how betrayed i felt by systems that were in place to help me, but didn't
So in short....FUCK THAT FUCKER IN PARTICULAR! and they know who they are
i liked to think no one is beyond redemption...thanks for proving me wrong...or atleast proving you have to want to redeem yourself
Sad that people like that exist and never get punished...
Especially because you did good for the 2 comms I had from you. Didn't knew you disappeared because of that...
I'm sorry all that happened to you. I know the words won't make it better, but I still offer my sympathies. <3
Me, as someone who prefers the artist be comfortable.
I'm not asking you for art but I am asking you to remember why you love art and why you do it. Remember, our door is always open, and do you have riff's Discord ID still? *^^*
I did it to learn to create...it started with writing, but finding limits in language, so i started drawing, creating whole heartedly
Loving art is an understatement, it was my way of communicating my innermost thoughts and dreams to a world that i wanted to have hear them
and yes, i am still in your server, occasionally posting sketches there
Things have changed so much here.
A lot of the heart of this fandom is gone.
I guess it takes people who are truly passionate and committed to the old ways will have to stay and instill those ideals back in somehow.