update: mental health struggles and my behavior
2 years ago
hello... I don't know how to start this
of late, I've been a bit of an asshole, people sending me DMs on for me to leave them unanswered or unread for whatever reason, I've been acting like a "nice guy" alot and I feel like I've upset or bored alot of people because I have absolutely nothing going for me
I know its not my place to say this after all the radiosilence, but I'm truely sorry to the people I've ignored or otherwise been afraid to speak to. I do have my own issues and its my job to deal with my crappy social skills alone...
if you want to talk to me... I hope to be able to talk openly with anyone who comes, free of prejudice or fear. I am still learning how to keep my emotions in check however, I hope you can understand where I'm coming from at the very least
thank you for reading, and sorry again
Keldi.
of late, I've been a bit of an asshole, people sending me DMs on for me to leave them unanswered or unread for whatever reason, I've been acting like a "nice guy" alot and I feel like I've upset or bored alot of people because I have absolutely nothing going for me
I know its not my place to say this after all the radiosilence, but I'm truely sorry to the people I've ignored or otherwise been afraid to speak to. I do have my own issues and its my job to deal with my crappy social skills alone...
if you want to talk to me... I hope to be able to talk openly with anyone who comes, free of prejudice or fear. I am still learning how to keep my emotions in check however, I hope you can understand where I'm coming from at the very least
thank you for reading, and sorry again
Keldi.

Iggythatdragon
~iggythatdragon
Coming from me, I could clearly tell something was constantly digging at your mind, and that you were not yourself... Now I too have been through some weaker versions of this, but I wish to help you in any way I can, although I am not a licensed therapist, I could try to help you get one somehow. You need to get this stuff off your chest to a professional, and holding it back is not making you feel any better.... Please Keldi, talk to a therapist, they will be able to help you. But admitting that you do not feel okay is the first step towards help. Keep going, we are all in it together.