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2 years ago
General
Sorry for not being around The latest months was really hard Since my last covid contagion the life difficult up from hard to I must die My artist career change completely
I am carrying some supposed ''Long-term effects'' (I was suffering the first contagion still)
The brain fog, high blood pressure and constant articulations pain ruined my life (other side effects like breath issues headache,
dizzyness improve with some excersise
When i looked for medical help the doctors just send me to home saying I need to ''Cut the stress'' But the question was how? I cant work and I cant sleep because I feel fear because I need got money to leave this place get sick and the spiral of despair just grow up every day
But I was practically discapacitade throught the time. My incapacity for work properly just sank me more on depression
even so I tried to work on the commissions and small works to still on the game
The things get bad by troubles with my roomate so Im trying to move somwhere, I tried to accept new works to get money and move on, but this person waste my money, I was reciving help from close friends But Im tired of being a burden
Actually i can paint or draw but kinda slow like to double I usually the doctor said I just need cut the stress and in the time I will back to the normal but living here is terrible.
I want to apologize I swear I was trying to finish the draws I owe. (now just 2 left)
I will focusing on finish them this days but I need to open slots again to got money to get out here.
Thanks for read
Unknown Animal
(here its more explanation of what is happening)
I am in a very unsafe situation, and I need help raising funds to move. Again. I have been increasingly frustrated by my living situation, and every attempt I have made to get to safety has been diminished by the selfish attitude of a relative with whom I have been living.
Her selfish and unhealthy behaviors have put, and continue to put both my pets, herself and her partner at risk, and I lost my savings, job and health because of her actions. Now, I need help to move into a safe place.
I have been sick almost constantly for the past year, and have been infected with COVID twice. My constant illness has made it increasingly difficult to work, and both my family member and her boyfriend have not been contributing to the house. I have been forced to pay for everything, due to their negligence, and she wastes resources, causing the bills to increase beyond our means. She doesn’t work, and she makes the living situation incredibly tense and uneasy. It has come to the point of no return and there is no chance of reconciliation right now. I need to leave.
Her boyfriend was providing some money, but recently has been injured and cannot work either. She publicly acts as though it is a tragedy and she is doing everything that she can to help him, but in private, she makes life a living hell. I am constantly berated and verbally assaulted, she uses all of my resources, and eats my food without permission. I haven’t been able to pay the household internet bill and because it has been cut off, I am constantly yelled at, as if it’s only my responsibility. This means that I cannot work. The illness and now lack of internet has cut me off from work, but the roommates do not care.
She still has not produced any money, and doesn’t seem to have any intentions of finding a job. She treats us like living wallets, and doesn’t care if we are able to eat or sleep. I was worried that the boyfriend, our other roommate, being unable to work meant that I was the only one bringing in any income, but now I can’t and the situation is becoming worse.
I am still sick and cannot currently fulfill my commissions because I cannot access Twitter. I only have my limited, low-cost internet plan on my phone which is how I am able to post this.
As for my pets. I have two dogs. A small chihuahua and a larger dog. They do not get along, but the chihuahua has been left out multiple times, and has come home infected with ticks and a cough from the strays in the city, which she has since spread to my other dog. My roommate blamed Keke (my larger dog) for bringing the ticks home, despite Keke never leaving my room except for take them outside to pee to the backyard, for this exact reason.
The situation has gotten unbearable, she has now demanded that I leave, and has kicked me out. It was not a good time, we were not able to talk it out and she is being unreasonable. She claims that she’s not conscious of the things she’s done and how she’s treated me, which has not helped with my mental health. This conversation has since ended with me being kicked out and facing homelessness.
And this is why I am asking for help. I can’t do this on my own. I don’t have anyone else I can ask for for help, my mom passed away, and I thought this was supposed to be my saving grace, living with my cousin, but as you’ve read, I haven’t been safe in more than a year.
I want to return to my mom’s former home. It has been broken into and windows smashed as well as other damages after her passing. I need to repair it, and then I can live there comfortably. This will be more attainable than renting, and this is what the money I am raising will go toward.
I am carrying some supposed ''Long-term effects'' (I was suffering the first contagion still)
The brain fog, high blood pressure and constant articulations pain ruined my life (other side effects like breath issues headache,
dizzyness improve with some excersise
When i looked for medical help the doctors just send me to home saying I need to ''Cut the stress'' But the question was how? I cant work and I cant sleep because I feel fear because I need got money to leave this place get sick and the spiral of despair just grow up every day
But I was practically discapacitade throught the time. My incapacity for work properly just sank me more on depression
even so I tried to work on the commissions and small works to still on the game
The things get bad by troubles with my roomate so Im trying to move somwhere, I tried to accept new works to get money and move on, but this person waste my money, I was reciving help from close friends But Im tired of being a burden
Actually i can paint or draw but kinda slow like to double I usually the doctor said I just need cut the stress and in the time I will back to the normal but living here is terrible.
I want to apologize I swear I was trying to finish the draws I owe. (now just 2 left)
I will focusing on finish them this days but I need to open slots again to got money to get out here.
Thanks for read
Unknown Animal
(here its more explanation of what is happening)
I am in a very unsafe situation, and I need help raising funds to move. Again. I have been increasingly frustrated by my living situation, and every attempt I have made to get to safety has been diminished by the selfish attitude of a relative with whom I have been living.
Her selfish and unhealthy behaviors have put, and continue to put both my pets, herself and her partner at risk, and I lost my savings, job and health because of her actions. Now, I need help to move into a safe place.
I have been sick almost constantly for the past year, and have been infected with COVID twice. My constant illness has made it increasingly difficult to work, and both my family member and her boyfriend have not been contributing to the house. I have been forced to pay for everything, due to their negligence, and she wastes resources, causing the bills to increase beyond our means. She doesn’t work, and she makes the living situation incredibly tense and uneasy. It has come to the point of no return and there is no chance of reconciliation right now. I need to leave.
Her boyfriend was providing some money, but recently has been injured and cannot work either. She publicly acts as though it is a tragedy and she is doing everything that she can to help him, but in private, she makes life a living hell. I am constantly berated and verbally assaulted, she uses all of my resources, and eats my food without permission. I haven’t been able to pay the household internet bill and because it has been cut off, I am constantly yelled at, as if it’s only my responsibility. This means that I cannot work. The illness and now lack of internet has cut me off from work, but the roommates do not care.
She still has not produced any money, and doesn’t seem to have any intentions of finding a job. She treats us like living wallets, and doesn’t care if we are able to eat or sleep. I was worried that the boyfriend, our other roommate, being unable to work meant that I was the only one bringing in any income, but now I can’t and the situation is becoming worse.
I am still sick and cannot currently fulfill my commissions because I cannot access Twitter. I only have my limited, low-cost internet plan on my phone which is how I am able to post this.
As for my pets. I have two dogs. A small chihuahua and a larger dog. They do not get along, but the chihuahua has been left out multiple times, and has come home infected with ticks and a cough from the strays in the city, which she has since spread to my other dog. My roommate blamed Keke (my larger dog) for bringing the ticks home, despite Keke never leaving my room except for take them outside to pee to the backyard, for this exact reason.
The situation has gotten unbearable, she has now demanded that I leave, and has kicked me out. It was not a good time, we were not able to talk it out and she is being unreasonable. She claims that she’s not conscious of the things she’s done and how she’s treated me, which has not helped with my mental health. This conversation has since ended with me being kicked out and facing homelessness.
And this is why I am asking for help. I can’t do this on my own. I don’t have anyone else I can ask for for help, my mom passed away, and I thought this was supposed to be my saving grace, living with my cousin, but as you’ve read, I haven’t been safe in more than a year.
I want to return to my mom’s former home. It has been broken into and windows smashed as well as other damages after her passing. I need to repair it, and then I can live there comfortably. This will be more attainable than renting, and this is what the money I am raising will go toward.
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