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2 years ago
Hello again friends! It's been a while since I posted anything substantial. I've been teasing a couple of things on Twitter but it's been a while since I did anything of value. Last two months have been rough, and even if I didn't announce it this time I've been taking a break. But things are about to change.
Just over two months ago I graduated my electronics engineering education and my interhsip had led to employment. Things were looking good. But there was always a problem. And one I've known about for a long time. I don't like electronic engineering. The job I had bored me out of my mind. There was never any interest. I wasn't happy. And that has reflected on my art output. Given that it's been basically non existent for a long time now.
Two weeks ago however, I had enough. I was tired and stressed over doing something I dislike. Building a career I know I'll hate. All while I had this. This right here. My interest and passion for Computer graphics. I felt I was wasting my time and life, but I was to afraid to take the necessary decision and throw away my fresh-out-the-over-education and amazing job opportunity. But I did. Two weeks ago I handed in my resignation letter, not even two months into working. I was beginning to show signs of burnout, same signs I was showing before taking the break last winter and I knew this would never hold up.
My financial situation allows me to do this. Applications for computer graphics related education aren't untill next April, and they start in August, so just a little over a year away. It's a year I have to explore this intrest to its fullets. To hone in on my passion and learn and educate myself. To build a professional portfolio that I can then use to apply next year. I've never been this excited in a long long time and I can't remember the last time I woke up and willingly got out of bed with a smile. I have sacrificed everything ive so painstakingly built to give me this chance, and you best believe I'm gonna give it my all.
Will I swap to only sfw stuff? Nope, not even slightly. This won't however be a year of me making porn all day. I have a chance to learn programs and skills that will help me professionally. And I need to focus on that aswell. Not sure where or if I'll post that but if there is any interest whatsoever I might make a sfw Twitter or something. There will naturally be a lot more of nsfw content aswell and I'm really looking forward to pushing myself here aswell. Expect longer animations with fluid sims, higher quality nsfw edits, you name it! I want and I need to improve and nsfw content is a great outlet. I will however need to build a portfolio I can use professionally hehe.
Its the biggest decision I've ever made and I need to make it count. Cheers for the future and cheers for what's to come!
If it is to be, it is up to me
Just over two months ago I graduated my electronics engineering education and my interhsip had led to employment. Things were looking good. But there was always a problem. And one I've known about for a long time. I don't like electronic engineering. The job I had bored me out of my mind. There was never any interest. I wasn't happy. And that has reflected on my art output. Given that it's been basically non existent for a long time now.
Two weeks ago however, I had enough. I was tired and stressed over doing something I dislike. Building a career I know I'll hate. All while I had this. This right here. My interest and passion for Computer graphics. I felt I was wasting my time and life, but I was to afraid to take the necessary decision and throw away my fresh-out-the-over-education and amazing job opportunity. But I did. Two weeks ago I handed in my resignation letter, not even two months into working. I was beginning to show signs of burnout, same signs I was showing before taking the break last winter and I knew this would never hold up.
My financial situation allows me to do this. Applications for computer graphics related education aren't untill next April, and they start in August, so just a little over a year away. It's a year I have to explore this intrest to its fullets. To hone in on my passion and learn and educate myself. To build a professional portfolio that I can then use to apply next year. I've never been this excited in a long long time and I can't remember the last time I woke up and willingly got out of bed with a smile. I have sacrificed everything ive so painstakingly built to give me this chance, and you best believe I'm gonna give it my all.
Will I swap to only sfw stuff? Nope, not even slightly. This won't however be a year of me making porn all day. I have a chance to learn programs and skills that will help me professionally. And I need to focus on that aswell. Not sure where or if I'll post that but if there is any interest whatsoever I might make a sfw Twitter or something. There will naturally be a lot more of nsfw content aswell and I'm really looking forward to pushing myself here aswell. Expect longer animations with fluid sims, higher quality nsfw edits, you name it! I want and I need to improve and nsfw content is a great outlet. I will however need to build a portfolio I can use professionally hehe.
Its the biggest decision I've ever made and I need to make it count. Cheers for the future and cheers for what's to come!
If it is to be, it is up to me
Thank you as always for sharing!