Hello everyone! After about 1 one and a half month of not uploading anything I feel I'm in a place where I want to get back to it. I want to be transparent with you all so I'm gonna talk a bit why I took the break in the first place. As stated in my profile I'm currently studying Electrical engineering. Only problem is that I've completely lost interest in the subject. I'm on my last year right now but the education isn't anything big. It's a 2 year program with a bunch of courses like embedded programming, autonomous systems, machine learning, radio and radar fundamentals. But the main thing is that internship is a part of the education. The majority of the second year is spent doing an internship. There is no grand title or diploma for finishing the education. There is something but the main idea is that the internships lead to job opportunities. And there I am. Applying for a couple of internships. Completely not interested in the subjects. I was super duper close to dropping out and I would have if one of my classmates hadn't talked to the boss of his internship and gotten me an interview. I go do it and end up getting the a spot. I had already started looking to re-educate myself in something to do with 3D. I found pretty much my dream education with super interesting courses and classes. So I was so torn between dropping out and pursuing my dream of 3D. Or not wasting the 2 years and do this 15 week internship. I was really anxious about what I wanted to do. Asked friends and family and everyone said different things. So I felt I just meeded to dropp the pressure I put on myself delivering renders and content. It's something I love doing but does come with a level of stress I just didn't want to deal with.

Flash forward about 4 weeks till today. Third week on the internship pretty much done. And although I'm bored out of my mind most of the time, the days are starting to go by and blur together. The anxiety and stress around being stuck with something I dislike while waving goodbye to my dreams have lessened. (I'll still pursue 3D after the internship, but the 15 weeks I could have spent taking courses are gone which friking sucks) But I feel my mind and things have settled down enough for me to really want to get back into uploading lewd and wonderful renders! Very soon at least.

And you might have seen it but I haven't been doing nothing during my time away! made some nice stuff with my latest nsfw edit, the Rathian! Go check him out to see that but expect to see her on my page too! I made a quick gift render for (Vore warning) Check that out on his page! And a few other behind the scenes stuff. Figured out how to rip environments from MhW, experimented with rigging tech, lighting and a few other things. But most importantly, I blew the dust of a project that's been in the works for a little while. I don't want to say to much but I'll give this: I'm working on an OC. Sounds like I've been busy but trust me, it's a fraction of what I would have gotten done if I was working like normal.

But yeah, it hasn't been all that long in the grand scheme of things, but I hope you are as excited as I am for some more monster lewds and arts!

Cheers! And thank you guys for being patient.