if you would like some one to talk to or want a listening ear I am around and I have two large ears to hear you out. I understand the emotions and some what the pain of what you are going through( my situation is most likely a bit different but similar emotions). But over all there are people on here ( and other places you are on) that you talk to that would be sad if they didn't hear from you again.

I know its hard to see that but dont give up just quite yet. you are a strong wolf and I know you can make it through this even if i dont know you all that well. you got this.