Finally just said fuck it i qui to the man who has enslaved and destroyed the little life i had before this enslavement of work. he wants shit dont. theres 6 others in this house. too bad. im not fuckinggiving my life up ecause you want to be a lazy shit and control me by making me care and be an " obedient son" all i ever was was a mistake that should have died at birth due to the speed that my mother at the time was taking. yes i was a fucking mistake bu that doewsnt make him my god or my tormentor. im too numb and weak to car but im done and as such the job screach begins. im not taking a second longer to get a job. i knw if i dont and they being the petty self serving ass wipes they are. they will dump me on the street and leave me for dead. atleast with a job i have a small cance... plus nothing like watching these people squirm as he they are forced to get off there asses and be daddys little bitch while i go and try to start my life which since birth was stolen and hidin because daddy didnt want me from my mother he was petty and didnt want to lose and could be man enough to have a pair of balls to raise a boy those he hads raised 4 girls. aka he hide me from the time i could walk tell the day i speek now and no lnger. i spent 30 years fearing whsats outside my walls being brain washed and used and if it must come to pain and bloodshed i willll do it if my feedom and my health are risked any more. fuck my "family" from here on i denounce these worms and wish them to burn in hell were they came from.