Confession: Reason why I drew this.
2 years ago
Maw of the journal starts here
This sketch I drew I'm talking about: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52923395/
I drew this piece because well, not only because I'm a fan of Ghost Rider. I love Ghost Rider. I think he is a badass and cool Marvel character. I drew him before.
But it's not the only reason why I drew my werefox fursona as a Ghost Rider. I did it because there was a part of me that thinks well... I deserve it. Not the power of Ghost Rider, it's the pain and suffering I feel like I deserve. Like that part of me feels like I'm the one that deserves to have my flesh melted off by just hellfire, let my bones burn, let it burn my skull, let my soul burn. Mostly because I have regrets and made mistakes I just have hard time forgiving myself for, as well for some other things. Over the past few years have just fucked me up a bit, some things I just can't escape from that roams around in my head that just keeps fucking around with me. It may sound cheesy I guess but i couldnt give a shit less, but I'm just telling the truth straight up about it. I just needed to get this off my chest is all.
But anyways, I'm not sure if I want to continue the piece and publish it as my main gallery. I think I might probably move on to other pieces. Maybe I'll come back to it, maybe I won't.
I drew this piece because well, not only because I'm a fan of Ghost Rider. I love Ghost Rider. I think he is a badass and cool Marvel character. I drew him before.
But it's not the only reason why I drew my werefox fursona as a Ghost Rider. I did it because there was a part of me that thinks well... I deserve it. Not the power of Ghost Rider, it's the pain and suffering I feel like I deserve. Like that part of me feels like I'm the one that deserves to have my flesh melted off by just hellfire, let my bones burn, let it burn my skull, let my soul burn. Mostly because I have regrets and made mistakes I just have hard time forgiving myself for, as well for some other things. Over the past few years have just fucked me up a bit, some things I just can't escape from that roams around in my head that just keeps fucking around with me. It may sound cheesy I guess but i couldnt give a shit less, but I'm just telling the truth straight up about it. I just needed to get this off my chest is all.
But anyways, I'm not sure if I want to continue the piece and publish it as my main gallery. I think I might probably move on to other pieces. Maybe I'll come back to it, maybe I won't.
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