I wish I knew why I am so depressed as of lately... maybe I'll just be alone for the rest of my life. I feel I used up all my cards and that's it. Bridges have burned and I have nothing and no one locally to turn to. The only people I would trust with my life, are too far away.. The only people I would actually let hug me... too far away. This is just venting so dont worry. It's the last thing I need on my concience...

I'll just bottle this up and keep my mouth shut. So people won't worry.