So 2 weeks passed quickly. And my trip to Vietnam as well. To be honest, the first time was much more interesting, but this does not mean that there were no bright moments on this trip. Okay, get to the main topic. While I was holding on to beat my meat from boredom in hotel room, I came across a very interesting book on psychology called "I hate you - don't leave me" (about borderline disorder) and it almost hit me like a truck, because it opened my eyes to what I really am and what actions I do every day in relation to people close to me. So far I have read only half, but I can say with confidence that this book should be read by absolutely EVERYONE who has ever sworn about suicide, who constantly hates himself and others and who dreams of becoming better, but does not know where to start.