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The Pattern, Working To Break It & Thank You All!
2 years ago
Hello, everyone.
I know it's a pattern. I pop in, I make my apologies, everyone reassures me, I post for a while, then I disappear.
Please take my apologies for this as granted. It is as it is. I am always striving to figure out new ways to get around my issues, and to keep being productive, in the midst of depression, weird sleep schedules, side effects of meds, and all that stuff. Sometimes it works. Sometimes it doesn't.
What I'd rather focus on today is you all. Through all this, you stay here, you keep the watch on me. I know that it's just as easy as a button pressed, but you still care for my work enough to press that button. You care enough about me, as an artist, to read this journal entry and see these words. So I'd like, this time, instead of going on about how sorry I am for yet another absence, to say thank you to all of you who stick with me, and who care. You are what keeps me coming back to try again, and again, and again.
-- BBB
I know it's a pattern. I pop in, I make my apologies, everyone reassures me, I post for a while, then I disappear.
Please take my apologies for this as granted. It is as it is. I am always striving to figure out new ways to get around my issues, and to keep being productive, in the midst of depression, weird sleep schedules, side effects of meds, and all that stuff. Sometimes it works. Sometimes it doesn't.
What I'd rather focus on today is you all. Through all this, you stay here, you keep the watch on me. I know that it's just as easy as a button pressed, but you still care for my work enough to press that button. You care enough about me, as an artist, to read this journal entry and see these words. So I'd like, this time, instead of going on about how sorry I am for yet another absence, to say thank you to all of you who stick with me, and who care. You are what keeps me coming back to try again, and again, and again.
-- BBB
we just dont stop. :D
annoying, but necessary.
I hope you can figure a way to beat the pattern and feel better about things
Wishing you well with yours, and for better times ahead BBB!