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life update(not good)
2 years ago
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AnonFurs For anyone who even cares to read these it's been a while since i did a life update, and now is a crisis so it's needed. the main area that's in crisis is financial, but i'll also update you on my mental goings on as well.
Let's go ahead and rip off the band-aid so to speak. Financially the whole situation regarding the economy has hit us in the food budget. Me and my dad are just barely scraping by. Had to rely on chicken/tuna salad sandwiches, peanut butter and jellies, and soups for the most part the past couple days and i'm unsure that'll change. Now occasionally there is the times we eat out but it's not all that often.
As for getting help on the financial stuff it's not easy as I have no way of getting the money or even an ID to start one. As for mailing checks/money it's not easy either as i'm always suspicious on possible troll mail and/or people wanting to take any and all you have. If you would love to send aid it'd have to be a DM with a photo of the check to see if it is fake or not. After that i'll give the mailing address. This is the safest way I can think to do it as I said I don't really have any digital means.
Now onto how i've been doing on the mental front. It's been a slow decline of ups and downs. Current in a deep down unfortunately. Normally i'd be just fine with being alone but it's starting to take it's toll on the insanely high mental fortitude. The things that are doing the breaking down would be super hard to explain but i'll explain it the best I can.
Been wanting someone in my life at least on vrchat that would give me the love that I always give freely to those that deserve it. But when I do try to be vulnerable and give someone a shot they show something that isn't really something i'd want to deal with. This with events from my past has my heart still caged and locked unless you show me you won't damage it. Should you want to get in contact with me my socials are on my page and my VRC name is TheBurntRose. I know one person I follow has me added in the game already but i'm unsure on anyone that watches me.
If you do friend request on VRC do let me know the name before I see the request and i'll accept it. Other than all that stuff things are just fine, but may not be in time.
Let's go ahead and rip off the band-aid so to speak. Financially the whole situation regarding the economy has hit us in the food budget. Me and my dad are just barely scraping by. Had to rely on chicken/tuna salad sandwiches, peanut butter and jellies, and soups for the most part the past couple days and i'm unsure that'll change. Now occasionally there is the times we eat out but it's not all that often.
As for getting help on the financial stuff it's not easy as I have no way of getting the money or even an ID to start one. As for mailing checks/money it's not easy either as i'm always suspicious on possible troll mail and/or people wanting to take any and all you have. If you would love to send aid it'd have to be a DM with a photo of the check to see if it is fake or not. After that i'll give the mailing address. This is the safest way I can think to do it as I said I don't really have any digital means.
Now onto how i've been doing on the mental front. It's been a slow decline of ups and downs. Current in a deep down unfortunately. Normally i'd be just fine with being alone but it's starting to take it's toll on the insanely high mental fortitude. The things that are doing the breaking down would be super hard to explain but i'll explain it the best I can.
Been wanting someone in my life at least on vrchat that would give me the love that I always give freely to those that deserve it. But when I do try to be vulnerable and give someone a shot they show something that isn't really something i'd want to deal with. This with events from my past has my heart still caged and locked unless you show me you won't damage it. Should you want to get in contact with me my socials are on my page and my VRC name is TheBurntRose. I know one person I follow has me added in the game already but i'm unsure on anyone that watches me.
If you do friend request on VRC do let me know the name before I see the request and i'll accept it. Other than all that stuff things are just fine, but may not be in time.
