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Everyone should just unfollow me at this point....
2 years ago
Not that you should have followed in the first place because of my shitty art but anyway....
Honestly I just feel bad for stringing everyone along all this time because of my internal conflicts. But I have to admit for real that I just have to face the facts.
I'm not an artist anymore....
Paired with my ADD and the fact I'm just kind of afraid of doing art at this point, thinking I don't really know what I'm doing and feeling like I've forgotten how. And also the fact that my battle with myself has literally affected people in my life negatively and made most everyone kind of hate me...it just sucks to have to admit.
Because there is a part of me that strongly desires to be creative. To the point I keep getting so many things to make it so I can do art in every medium and even so I could have physical things to hand out or maybe even sell. But I'm just tired of fighting this war with myself. I just need to give up so I can actually live my life and survive, because I'm too overwhelmed by everything that I know it's never going to happen and the economy too terrible and my loans and bills too high that I never could.
So I'm sorry for misleading everyone and thinking I even had the capacity to do it... The show is over. And in my mind it ended in 2015 and has been a failing revival act ever since.
The show is over, go home.
There is no more Veldazik. He's dead, Jim.
I understand and even encourage everyone to unfollow, as who knows that there will ever be anything that ever gets made. At this point I'm just trying my best to stay alive working a full time job at like $20 an hour and constantly anxious I don't get fired. Just like everyone else I guess. But now that I know how much pain my actions have caused, I'm now fully committed to the grind, and equally still as tired and overwhelmed.
So thank you all for your support. And I hope you have a good life.
-Vel
Honestly I just feel bad for stringing everyone along all this time because of my internal conflicts. But I have to admit for real that I just have to face the facts.
I'm not an artist anymore....
Paired with my ADD and the fact I'm just kind of afraid of doing art at this point, thinking I don't really know what I'm doing and feeling like I've forgotten how. And also the fact that my battle with myself has literally affected people in my life negatively and made most everyone kind of hate me...it just sucks to have to admit.
Because there is a part of me that strongly desires to be creative. To the point I keep getting so many things to make it so I can do art in every medium and even so I could have physical things to hand out or maybe even sell. But I'm just tired of fighting this war with myself. I just need to give up so I can actually live my life and survive, because I'm too overwhelmed by everything that I know it's never going to happen and the economy too terrible and my loans and bills too high that I never could.
So I'm sorry for misleading everyone and thinking I even had the capacity to do it... The show is over. And in my mind it ended in 2015 and has been a failing revival act ever since.
The show is over, go home.
There is no more Veldazik. He's dead, Jim.
I understand and even encourage everyone to unfollow, as who knows that there will ever be anything that ever gets made. At this point I'm just trying my best to stay alive working a full time job at like $20 an hour and constantly anxious I don't get fired. Just like everyone else I guess. But now that I know how much pain my actions have caused, I'm now fully committed to the grind, and equally still as tired and overwhelmed.
So thank you all for your support. And I hope you have a good life.
-Vel
You're still a good person and a great artist. I do appreciate your honesty.
I had people disappear for years on end and return. I still watch them. If anything to remember them by.
As said, I'd still watch and support you.