So...About My Long Break from Commissions...
2 years ago
I know I've been closed for most of the year, and I honestly haven't expected it to be so long. I'm really sorry that it's taken this long to say anything, and even more sorry to say that I can't fully explain why. I'm sure I have some eyes on me, and I don't want anything happening. So, I'll have to keep it extremely vague for now.
Simply put: my plans to have an actual start on my life got swept from under me, and it's left me in a very...well...suicidal state. Granted, I've always struggled with these thoughts, but this didn't make it any better. 5 months later, I'm still not in a good state, and I'm not sure where things are going to end up for me now.
But, I can't just keep sulking--it's gotten me no where. I plan on opening commissions back up real soon, but I may just have it be 2 slots. I also have to ask to take it easy on me. I don't think I have it in me to draw 3+ characters with background and shading, but if that's what you want, don't feel bad in asking. Someone's gotta get my ass into gear.
Again, really sorry it's taken so long to "bounce back", and even more sorry about the heavy subjects. I'm not usually the type to talk about my depression so freely, but I've felt like I can't really talk to people anymore.
Simply put: my plans to have an actual start on my life got swept from under me, and it's left me in a very...well...suicidal state. Granted, I've always struggled with these thoughts, but this didn't make it any better. 5 months later, I'm still not in a good state, and I'm not sure where things are going to end up for me now.
But, I can't just keep sulking--it's gotten me no where. I plan on opening commissions back up real soon, but I may just have it be 2 slots. I also have to ask to take it easy on me. I don't think I have it in me to draw 3+ characters with background and shading, but if that's what you want, don't feel bad in asking. Someone's gotta get my ass into gear.
Again, really sorry it's taken so long to "bounce back", and even more sorry about the heavy subjects. I'm not usually the type to talk about my depression so freely, but I've felt like I can't really talk to people anymore.
Dialganite
~leonidas4life
I'm really sorry to hear that things have been in the dumps for ya lately. I hope things will get better for ya in the future
Dorgan
~dorgan
Take your time to get back into the groove of life, being that depressed is never easy to get over. Had plenty of experience in that subject. I hope life gets better for you.
Fod_xp
~fodxp
Mental health funk and a Patreon is quiet the load. Go easy on yourself. It's rough out there.
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