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2 years ago
Anger.
I wake up coughing so hard I'm coughing up blood and cough so hard I get a nosebleed and vomit.
IT's 10:30 AM, so I call my boss and let him know.
He is ANGRY.
He threatens to cut my hours if I don't have a note from a clinic.
I go to the clinic and pay $108.
The nurse is ANGRY.
"It's just sleep apnea!" Throws sleeping pills that I already use at me. At the same time I ask about why my knee has hurt for the past two weeks, slowing me down at work. "It's just your bed! sleep better!" Throws Ibuprofen at me.
Dad is Angry at me for being a loser who delivers pizza.
My friends get angry at me for playing such old games and not gaming with them.
My co-workers get angry at me when I won't wash dishes. [if you have 40 mins to spare I can show you why I refuse to wash dishes]
People in Furcadia are angry at me for making small mistakes. Why do I even bother anymore with that program...
So all people seem to do is get angry at me anymore. Is there something wrong with me? I tell myself "No, because people respect honesty, unless you are honest with them. Then you are an asshole." So are they incapable of handling the truth, or am I just an asshole who enrages everyone I encounter?
Sadness.
I don't have anything to look forward to.
I love my job, but Work is hell because climbing stairs with a damaged knee HURTS and all my co-workers are angry at me for not washing dishes.
I love to sleep but my extremely hard bed makes my back sore and leg hurt.
I love to game but my PC is DYING and can't run any games my friends are playing.
I invite them to play old games like Terraria, but they've all moved on to deep rock galactic and other modern games my ancient PC can't handle, and I don't have any money to upgrade it.
Rage.
I know why all of this is.
My last Roommate.
When I moved out of my dad's basement, my roommate was an expert manipulator. I had $8000 saved up, I purchased a washer and dryer for the hookup at the apartment we moved into. we got it at best buy and I should have used my own card.
My roommate always had some lame excuse why he couldn't pay his bills. for 8 months I paid all the bills, $1000 at a time. It was always cash. No paper trail.
All he did was play Final Fantasy 14 while I paid all his and my own bills. if I didn't, we didn't have electricity.
When I was out of money, we would constantly lose power because he wouldn't pay the electric bill like he said he did.
I would have $8000 to upgrade my computer, go to the dentist, repair my car and not live in poverty, paycheck to paycheck.
IF IT WASN'T FOR TIMOTHY FILSON.
Bounty.
Timothy Filson DESTROYED my life.
If you can find him, DESTROY HIM like he DESTROYED ME. He owes me $10,000 total. He is the one who caused the hell that is my life. He is the one who makes me not game with my friends because I can't afford to upgrade my computer. He is the reason I hate Final Fantasy 14. He is the reason I live paycheck to paycheck and have no savings.
Am I just dumb as hell for letting him manipulate me into giving him all my money? Hell yes. Which makes me madder than hell at myself, which breaks me. I am broken because of Timothy Filson.
If you know where he is, DESTROY HIM. You will be rewarded.
Then he will know just how much it hurts to be so broken.
Broken because you have nobody to game with.
Broken because you have no money.
Broken because all you can afford is ramen.
Broken because everyone is angry at you.
Broken because you are angry at yourself.
Broken because you were manipulated.
Broken because you were STUPID enough to be manipulated.
Broken because nobody loves you.
Broken because you can't sleep.
Broken because you enrage your employer and co-workers.
Broken because of sleep apnea.
Broken because of hypochondria.
Broken. Like me.
I wake up coughing so hard I'm coughing up blood and cough so hard I get a nosebleed and vomit.
IT's 10:30 AM, so I call my boss and let him know.
He is ANGRY.
He threatens to cut my hours if I don't have a note from a clinic.
I go to the clinic and pay $108.
The nurse is ANGRY.
"It's just sleep apnea!" Throws sleeping pills that I already use at me. At the same time I ask about why my knee has hurt for the past two weeks, slowing me down at work. "It's just your bed! sleep better!" Throws Ibuprofen at me.
Dad is Angry at me for being a loser who delivers pizza.
My friends get angry at me for playing such old games and not gaming with them.
My co-workers get angry at me when I won't wash dishes. [if you have 40 mins to spare I can show you why I refuse to wash dishes]
People in Furcadia are angry at me for making small mistakes. Why do I even bother anymore with that program...
So all people seem to do is get angry at me anymore. Is there something wrong with me? I tell myself "No, because people respect honesty, unless you are honest with them. Then you are an asshole." So are they incapable of handling the truth, or am I just an asshole who enrages everyone I encounter?
Sadness.
I don't have anything to look forward to.
I love my job, but Work is hell because climbing stairs with a damaged knee HURTS and all my co-workers are angry at me for not washing dishes.
I love to sleep but my extremely hard bed makes my back sore and leg hurt.
I love to game but my PC is DYING and can't run any games my friends are playing.
I invite them to play old games like Terraria, but they've all moved on to deep rock galactic and other modern games my ancient PC can't handle, and I don't have any money to upgrade it.
Rage.
I know why all of this is.
My last Roommate.
When I moved out of my dad's basement, my roommate was an expert manipulator. I had $8000 saved up, I purchased a washer and dryer for the hookup at the apartment we moved into. we got it at best buy and I should have used my own card.
My roommate always had some lame excuse why he couldn't pay his bills. for 8 months I paid all the bills, $1000 at a time. It was always cash. No paper trail.
All he did was play Final Fantasy 14 while I paid all his and my own bills. if I didn't, we didn't have electricity.
When I was out of money, we would constantly lose power because he wouldn't pay the electric bill like he said he did.
I would have $8000 to upgrade my computer, go to the dentist, repair my car and not live in poverty, paycheck to paycheck.
IF IT WASN'T FOR TIMOTHY FILSON.
Bounty.
Timothy Filson DESTROYED my life.
If you can find him, DESTROY HIM like he DESTROYED ME. He owes me $10,000 total. He is the one who caused the hell that is my life. He is the one who makes me not game with my friends because I can't afford to upgrade my computer. He is the reason I hate Final Fantasy 14. He is the reason I live paycheck to paycheck and have no savings.
Am I just dumb as hell for letting him manipulate me into giving him all my money? Hell yes. Which makes me madder than hell at myself, which breaks me. I am broken because of Timothy Filson.
If you know where he is, DESTROY HIM. You will be rewarded.
Then he will know just how much it hurts to be so broken.
Broken because you have nobody to game with.
Broken because you have no money.
Broken because all you can afford is ramen.
Broken because everyone is angry at you.
Broken because you are angry at yourself.
Broken because you were manipulated.
Broken because you were STUPID enough to be manipulated.
Broken because nobody loves you.
Broken because you can't sleep.
Broken because you enrage your employer and co-workers.
Broken because of sleep apnea.
Broken because of hypochondria.
Broken. Like me.
