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what is the world coming to?
2 years ago
Hi Guys...
I have to tell ya, i'm not a very happy raccoon lately. i've been fighting deep depression for a long time now. Many different types of medications and many changes make things feel OK for a little while, but they get influenced by a lot of things in my life and tend to put me right back where I started.
Most of you know I started a business and bought a truck, in an effort to live a lifelong dream of mine and become successful for once. It's been hard but i'm still treading water. Seems like everytime I start to get ahead something happens and repairs are necesarry in order to keep going, which are VERY expensive. I have to bite the bullet though and get through the storms but it really is taking a toll on me emotionally.
I Don't want to fail again, I want to do something to secure my financial future and keep me from living in a cardboard box. Our wonderful government seems to have other ideas lately and prices on everything have rizen over 30% in the last two years, making it almost impossible to know what will happen when i'm able to retire. IF I can retire.
The economy, wars all over the world, immigrant issues making the economy tumble into a free fall. It's been making me feel really worthless and beside myself all over again. Not having anyone ( ie: mate )to really confide in has been forcing me to keep things bottled up and it's getting to a boiling point.
All I can do is keep trudging along and hope you guys will try and stick with me through all this.
Thanks guys
I have to tell ya, i'm not a very happy raccoon lately. i've been fighting deep depression for a long time now. Many different types of medications and many changes make things feel OK for a little while, but they get influenced by a lot of things in my life and tend to put me right back where I started.
Most of you know I started a business and bought a truck, in an effort to live a lifelong dream of mine and become successful for once. It's been hard but i'm still treading water. Seems like everytime I start to get ahead something happens and repairs are necesarry in order to keep going, which are VERY expensive. I have to bite the bullet though and get through the storms but it really is taking a toll on me emotionally.
I Don't want to fail again, I want to do something to secure my financial future and keep me from living in a cardboard box. Our wonderful government seems to have other ideas lately and prices on everything have rizen over 30% in the last two years, making it almost impossible to know what will happen when i'm able to retire. IF I can retire.
The economy, wars all over the world, immigrant issues making the economy tumble into a free fall. It's been making me feel really worthless and beside myself all over again. Not having anyone ( ie: mate )to really confide in has been forcing me to keep things bottled up and it's getting to a boiling point.
All I can do is keep trudging along and hope you guys will try and stick with me through all this.
Thanks guys
hang in there :D