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2 years ago
I'm still here. I'm sorry that I've gone largely silent lately here on this site. I've been in the worst depression since I was in high school, and given all of the other times over the years' I've been depressed, that's really saying something. I still appreciate all of my friends whose primary home is this site. And I certainly appreciate the faves and watches I get, even if I don't say it.
That being said, I found out that I caught some trouble for being candid about what had happened to me over the summer and why
and I got separated. The only thing I have to say about that if I'm truly in the wrong, haven't I already received my comeuppance due to spending nearly 2 months alone and counting?
Anyway, I'm only really bringing this up at all for 2 reasons. First, it's because I've made the decision to purge my gallery of a lot of the art I acquired over the years as a result. Granted, I was always going to do this, but now I actually have the motivation to do so. I've already removed a few things, but I'm still deciding what should stay and what should go. Second, I just... Kind of want to know that y'all are still on my side here... I'm worried that some bridges have been burned. For a multitude of reasons, honestly.
Anyway, I'm still here. I'm still surviving despite everything. If nothing else, I'm resilient despite all of my complaining. So, there's that, at least, right?
That being said, I found out that I caught some trouble for being candid about what had happened to me over the summer and why
and I got separated. The only thing I have to say about that if I'm truly in the wrong, haven't I already received my comeuppance due to spending nearly 2 months alone and counting?Anyway, I'm only really bringing this up at all for 2 reasons. First, it's because I've made the decision to purge my gallery of a lot of the art I acquired over the years as a result. Granted, I was always going to do this, but now I actually have the motivation to do so. I've already removed a few things, but I'm still deciding what should stay and what should go. Second, I just... Kind of want to know that y'all are still on my side here... I'm worried that some bridges have been burned. For a multitude of reasons, honestly.
Anyway, I'm still here. I'm still surviving despite everything. If nothing else, I'm resilient despite all of my complaining. So, there's that, at least, right?
Ethonian-The-Sorcerer
~ethonian-the-sorcerer
Resilience is the best thing we can turn to in depression, in my own experience. Keeping holding on and finding the comforts you can.
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